•REFOUND•LOVER• Tom Kaulitz

Not the right place to be

Y/N POV

what happened at the concert was rough. All I can say was emotions were all over the place when it ended and I was on my way home. I just hope it was a one time thing and just hope it was an accident. But now it's been a few days but I still needed to clear my head. Just seeing him again made him get stuck to my mind again like glue, I just needed sound to drown it out, but I know music wouldn't cut it. Something louder then music, like the sound of waves. The beach.

TOMS POV

I was at the beach just trying to breath. After the whole concert, seeing y/n. Brought back so much guilt. I've been asking myself for the past few days why I did what I did, why was it so easy for me to forget her she was the only one that made me feel like me, not the hot guitarist in the band Tokio Hotel. What was wrong with me?

I needed to go somewhere else to get this outburst of anger about myself. As I was walking on the sandy deck back to my car i wasn't paying attention, my eyes were some what clouded with tears of anger and couldn't really see, with that I bumped into someone, and as I looked up immediately saying my apology "oh I'm so sorr-" I cut myself of when I got a good look a them

It was her

Y/N's POV

when I got to the beach it help a bit, I could hear the waves from a distance from my car. I started making my way on the deck when I bumped into someone, immediately the started to apologize but stopped as when I met their eyes that seemed so familiar. They were his eyes. Toms eyes

NOBODYS POV

both tom and y/n stood there, no words, just stairing at each other.

They both thought of this day when they would see each other and talk and they both had a conversation planned but now that it is actually happening. Their planned words have disappeared like words written in sand that got washed away by the ocean.

Y/n looked away. Both from anger and not knowing what to say. "Why did you forget me" she said in a sort of quiet tone, Tom looked at her immediately "i don't know it just happened, we both got to busy I don't know" he said, "you don't know!? Even if we were to busy I still tried my best to reach out Tom and all I got was 'read' that turned to 'delivered' for days!? So you can't say we were BOTH busy when I still tried." Y/n bursted out regaining her words from her practiced speech. Tom looked disappointed, not at y/n but himself, she was right. "The truth is I don't know what got into me ok?! I saw your messages but got pulled away before being able to reply. Then it got to where a lot of people who wanted to work with us were texting us to were your messages got sent to the bottom. I got so consumed, but I never really forgot you!" "Then what was that magazine I saw Tom!?" "It was a fan! She came up and asked for a picture and when I said yes she kissed me and I was stupid for kissing back and paparazzi saw me! But I was too late. you saw the picture and when I found out you did you already changed you number" Tom looked away sad, hurt, " and I feel so much guilt for making you feel like I forgot you and then you see that magazine" Tom said in a sincere sad tone,

He turned and leaned on the deck railing looking at something but y/n. "Something I always thought of was we never 'officially' ended it, it
ju-" y/n got cut off by Tom pressing his lips on hers, it was like he didn't want her to walk away again, he didn't want to go so long without seeing her, it was a please don't leave again kiss. To toms surprise y/n kissed back with the same meaning as he did.

Let's just say there are both glad to have gone to the beach to clear their heads