Ji Qin asked me again if the former Ze'an would come back.
I was actually very tired those days and didn't want to socialize with anyone, and he came to me again and asked me this question.
I told him helplessly: "Do you know, I am actually Ze'an, and that Ze'an is an outsider."
Hearing this, Ji Qin's expression froze slightly, as if displeased.
"Then will he come back?" He said unwillingly, "For example, the real him, come back in a different form. I like him as a person, not his appearance." What I like is him as a person .
I was out of my mind. I envy that Ze'an.
It took me a while before I said, "Maybe."
These five letters seemed to have cost me a lot of energy. I felt that I couldn't pretend to be calm and stood in front of Ji Qin, so I hurried to the room and closed the door.
I'm so tired, why no one likes me now.
They all prefer that Zean, my friend, my parents, who I like, so I also start to wonder why I want to come back, I'm like a villain, no one expects me to come back.
It seems that trying so hard to come back is just my own self-indulgence.
The first time Ji Qin and I confronted each other was at the graduation party of their class.
I have been secretly in love with Ji Qin for too long, but Ji Qin's attitude towards strangers is indifferent, and I have no way to do it. I only worry about making him feel disgusted by other methods except to follow him secretly with my eyes.
Until the year he graduated, one of Fu Shan's best friends got together with a certain boy in Ji Qin's class. Fu Shan had the cheek to ask to attend the graduation party, and he even picked me up along the way.
I was so excited that I cleaned myself up and went to participate.
The location of their graduation party was first at a restaurant that was very popular with students. After everyone finished eating, they changed the venue to a ktv. There were about 20 people in total. I was unfortunately not able to have a table with Ji Qin in the restaurant. Because of Fu Shan's help in ktv, she finally got her wish and sat opposite Ji Qin.
Ji Qin didn't sing, but played with his mobile phone calmly, so I secretly raised my eyes to look at him, seeing his good-looking brows, cold expression, and slender fingers, the more I looked at him, the more I liked it, this was the first time I was so close to him.
Ji Qin suddenly put away his phone, as if he had sensed my gaze, and raised his head in my direction, just in time to catch the sight that I had no time to look back.
The moment my eyes met, my brain froze, my cheeks flushed quickly, and I even sweated a little. I quickly avoided his sight, so nervous that I didn't know what to do.
Will he find out that I like him?
After singing in the ktv for a long time, a group of people couldn't help but get tired from singing, and they talked loudly about playing a game of truth or dare, and ordered wine, as if they were not drunk.
I'm nervous again because I don't know how to drink.
Fu Shan dragged me to let me participate, she thought it was a very good opportunity to get close to Ji Qin. Generally speaking, after playing a few rounds of this kind of game, basically everyone can get acquainted with it. I found it reasonable.
I can only secretly pray that I don't get drunk.
In the first few rounds, maybe God heard my prayers. I was very safe. Ji Qin was drawn to have a big adventure with a girl to share a Pocky. After he refused, he resolutely drank a whole glass of wine. While I was secretly glad, I was also a little disappointed.
He doesn't seem to like this type of game.
In the end, I didn't expect that in the next round, it would be my turn to be drawn to have a 15-second lip-to-mouth adventure with No. 4. I was startled by the noise of a group of people booing and applauding, and just wanted to stop drinking. , found that No. 4 was actually Ji Qin.
I was dumbfounded and stared at him blankly, and he also looked at me with a frown, his eyes dim.
With the help of the atmosphere, I inexplicably got a little courage. This is a great opportunity. If, if this is the last time I see Ji Qin...
I mustered up the courage to move towards him. He frowned and seemed to want to Hide, I didn't give him this chance, I stretched out my hand and quickly pressed the back of his head -
the next second, I gently pressed my lips to his lips.
The people around seemed to be shouting, I couldn't hear it very clearly, but I could clearly hear Ji Qin's messy breathing, and I even smelled a faint smell of alcohol on his body - it should be what he drank just now, this Everything makes me dizzy, I seem to be dreaming, but I know very clearly that I am not.
Someone was counting down, and I pressed his lips a little nervously. I suddenly wanted to taste the wine he just had, so I did. I carefully stuck out my tongue and licked his lips. What he drank was a fruity cocktail, very sweet. I liked it so much that I even forgot that I had never drunk alcohol.
I was still dizzy, and suddenly felt as if someone had licked the tip of my tongue. I was startled, but before I could react, I was pushed away heavily by Ji Qin.
Someone nearby shouted: "Fifteen seconds is up!"
"You are so brave, Fang Ze'an, you really dare to go up!"
...
I touched my lips in a daze, and subconsciously looked at Ji Qin who was opposite, his lips It became very rosy, he stared at me for a while, and looked away inexplicably.
...Did he just kiss me?
