It was hard for him to express how he felt about the new Ze'an
But as careful as he was, he soon discovered that this person's personality, eating and living habits were completely different from the Ze'an he knew. Amnesia? Split personality? Or is it a completely different person? From flustered to overwhelmed and collapsed to finally forced himself to calm down, he chose to observe the current Ze'an for a period of time.
Surprisingly, Zean doesn't look like a bad guy now. It's more like a clumsy and optimistic person who wants to live a good life. He even doesn't do many trivial things in life as well as Ze'an.
He thought maybe, only he knew where Zean had gone.
After confirming that the person was not malicious, he asked that question.
Where did Zean go and when will he come back.
Unexpectedly, after being flustered, Ze'an smiled and told him that Ze'an would not come back.
He even said that he was Ze'an himself.
He tried to accept him in all kinds of ridiculous and clumsy ways, he saw everything in his eyes, but still ignored the existence of the other person, it was difficult for him to forgive him, and it was difficult for him to believe him, he thought he resented him .
But that person was always looking at him innocently, with Ze'an's face.
So he chose not to come back as much as possible.
"The patient is awake." The nurse came out of the ward, saw him in a daze in the corridor, and said softly.
He groaned and stood up.
He felt that his mood was very complicated, but when he heard the nurse's words, he was indeed greatly relieved.
When he entered the ward, he suddenly didn't know how he should treat this person, condemn him? indifferent? Or properly caring? Why does that person always look down on him...
Today is actually Valentine's Day, he knew that person called him to go back, but he didn't want to go back.
Valentine's Day was supposed to be spent with the one he likes. He already knew that Ze'an was no longer Ze'an, so how could he face the person with the same face.
Besides, a year ago, he lost Ze'an on that day.
He took a deep breath, facing the pale face on the hospital bed.
"You're awake." He was powerless, "Can you be nice to yourself and stop..."
"Aqin."
Ji Qin was stunned, swallowing all the words he wanted to say.
"It's me..." The man smiled, then frowned as if feeling uncomfortable.
"Ze... An?" Ji Qin couldn't believe it.
That person should have heard it, but didn't answer him directly.
"I'm so tired, let me sleep first." The man smiled and quickly closed his eyes.
Zean is back.
After the great ecstasy, he quickly ordered a bunch of things that Ze'an liked to eat. After living for so long, he naturally remembered all the things that Ze'an liked and didn't like.
He suddenly thought, what about Ze'an, who is emotional and looking for life and death all day long?
He didn't know that Ze'an at all, especially in such a comparison, that Ze'an was like a stranger to him.
That Ze'an... probably won't really disappear, just like Ze'an, maybe he might find another body and wake up again.
He...was not good to that Zean.
Forget it, Ze'an has already woken up, so let's not think about it.
...
When Zean woke up again, he saw himself sitting on the edge of the bed and asked himself to help him sit up.
"I want to look out the window," he said.
Ji Qin hurriedly said: "Okay."
He supported Ze'an to sit up, Ze'an stared at the scenery outside the window carefully and attentively, and took a long time to breathe a sigh of relief.
"Ze'an, where have you been during this time?"
Ji Qin opened his mouth carefully, the scene in front of him was so unreal to him.
Ze'an didn't speak quickly, and after a while, he slowly turned his gaze to him.
"Aqin, I did one thing wrong, but I can't find a way to make it up."
Such a calm way of speaking was indeed Ze'an he was familiar with.
Ji Qin thought, but the content of his speech made him feel strange again.
"What's the matter, can we solve it together?"
Ze'an was silent for a while, and said, "You're right, I think you should know .
"
With a premonition, Ji Qin became inexplicably nervous.
"I was the one who ruined Ze'an's life." Ze'an, who usually had no emotion on his face, showed a sad expression for the first time.
Ji Qin was taken aback.
"I don't like men, and I don't like making friends and living in groups. I just lived the life I thought he would like after the car accident in the way I thought would be good for the real Ze'an." "But... the real
Ze'an ,were chased away by you, and he won't come back."
