Poems

Taught

     You pull me into your lap, running your hands all over my back. Suddenly I feel a shiver run down my spine, your hands were under my shirt. I whisper what are you doing and you respond suddenly and simply say Nothing. Soon that nothing turned into something (as your hands were reaching around my body to the front of me) in the front, no matter my pleas nor worries you continued to tell me it's nothing, just be quiet. That's when I learned from my best friend to always stay quiet and never say anything.

Freshmen year, you tell me You love me, that you want to do things with me, to me. I say no quietly and you don't listen, you continue to touch me try to kiss me. I try to push you off push you away from me, yell no get off of me, but yet I fail I am too weak, you tell me to stop trying, you tell me you know you want it why keep fighting. You were the boy I've always loved and you taught me that words will never make a person stop and I'll never be strong enough. My best friend taught me to be quiet and the Boy I loved taught me that words and myself will never be strong enough.