Accident // Kim Taehyung ff

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟒

Y/n:
I wake up with a really bad headache. Fuck..I shouldn't have drank so much yesterday...
I rub my eyes. I'm laying in a bed.

In a bed? Why am I in a bed? I can't remember everything clearly...just a few things...
Wait-
I'm naked.
I'M NAKED! COMPLETELY NAKED!
Why am I naked?!

I sit myself up while holding the blanket against my body. I look next to me. Tae is laying there, sleeping. Fuck...what happened yesterday?
Try to remember Y/n! Please don't tell me you had sex with him...

"You look really pretty today"
"You know what? Let go to my room...I want to show you something"
"....I want to kiss you"

Oh my god...I remember everything...every single thing...shit...

"Your lips feel so soft"
"Can you kiss me again?"
"Shit...Why does this feels so...good?"

Oh no...no no no no no....I really did had sex with him. Fuck.
Wait- maybe I'm just dreaming!

I look at his sleeping body again. I don't want to be rude, but I just need to check if we really slept with each other...
I slowly put the blanket a bit higher up.

Yup....he's naked....

I immediately put the blanket down again. That's not good...definitely not good...I just had a one night stand with my best friend!
I mean...Isn't that want I wanted? No...Not like this.
This went a way too far. Did we at least used condoms? I look at the floor. Yep...and it's not just one...it's two...two condoms? Really? Y/n you're so stupid! You had a one night stand with Taehyung! It wasn't even one time like it seems! There are two condoms on the god damn it floor!

If someone founds that out...omg...if Namjoon will hear about that- Omg no! No! What time is it? I have to go to work today.

I take my phone, which is on the floor, and look what time it is.
It's 8:35 AM. My shift begins at 10 AM. I still need to shower...I can't go to work like this. I don't even have time! I need to go...
I stand up and start to put on my clothes again. Suddenly, I hear a groan and look behind me. Tae is awake.
"Y/n?" He asks confused while sitting himself up.
I close my pants and finished dressing up.
"Yep..Look, Tae...uhm...this...this was just an accident. Nothing more, okay?" I say.
"Did we...wait...I remember it now...we had sex, didn't we?" he says and wides his eyes a bit.
"Y-Yeah. I don't remember anything. I just woke up naked and that already told me everything. Just...Just keep this as our secret, okay? No one should know about this. Let's talk about it today in the evening. I have to go to work"
I take my things and walk to the door.
"Wait- Do you really...don't remember anything?"
"Yes" I lied again.
"I have to go now"

Taehyung:
She leaves my room.
Well....shit...
That's why I hate drinking sometimes...I'm just not me when I'm drunk...I mean, yeah, I wanted to have sex with her..., but not drunk. What must she think about me now? Fuck...I hope she doesn't thinks anything bad about me now...
I really like her and she's nice...I don't want to loose her as a friend now.
Shit...my head hurts so bad..

I look through my room. Well, it looks messy here. Wait- are these...two condoms? We even slept with each other twice? I mean, I can remember everything actually. Every single thing about that night.

"Is this right?"
"I want to kiss you"
"I always wanted to do this with you"
"Ah...shit..."
"Oh Tae...that feels good"

The way she looked at me...And the way she moaned my name...
I don't want this to be the last time we had sex. But...aren't we just...friends?...We are...We need to talk about that today....
First, I should take a shower.

I put on my boxers and walk out of my room. Oh my god...this is a mess..
Jk is on the floor sleeping. Namjoon and Yoongi are on the couch. Jin and Hobi are also on the couch. They're all sleeping. Where's Jimin?
I hear some noises form my kitchen and followed the noise.
I see Jimin drinking some water from my fridge.
"Good morning" he says.
I just nod.
"Why are you just in your boxers? And why did Y/n left your room? Wait- *widen eyes* did you guys...had sex?"
"I...it's a long story..."
"Oh my god! You did had sex with her!" He says.
"Yes, I did, but...please just pretend like you didn't saw anything. It was an accident. No one should know about this"
"Okay. I won't tell anyone. Do you still remember something?" He asks.
"I remember every single thing..."
"Damn. I think you just had the best night of your life, bro"
"Mh..I mean...we both had fun so..."
"Anyways. I don't wanna know more. I'll just pretend I know nothing" he says.
"Thanks"

Y/n:
I quickly showered and got ready for work.

"Does that feel good?"
"Oh...you're so pretty underneath me..."
"You make me go crazy, Y/n"
"Your moans are sounding so sweet.."
"Oh fuck...that's good..."

I need to focus. Thanks god he didn't left any hickeys or something. I leave the house and drive to the library I'm working at.
To be honest, I kinda hope this wasn't the last time we did that...
"Good Morning, Y/n!" My boss says smiling and bows. I bow too.
"Good Morning, Mrs. Eun"
"You look a bit tired. Haven't you slept well last night?" She asks a bit worried.

"Ah...yes...just like that"
"You're so beautiful.."

"Oh..uhm..yeah, it was a long night" I say smiling.

We need to talk about that...

"Oh. I hope you can still work" she says.
"I can. Don't worry"
We smile at each other.
I don't know if I can focus. Everything about last night makes me feel something I shouldn't feel with him. His touches and kisses everywhere...and all the compliments he gave me...

Focus Y/n!

-Timeskip-

It's a bit later now. I enter the house and see my parents sitting on the couch.
We talked a bit and then I walked upstairs.

Shit. I hope Namjoon doesn't knows anything about yesterday and just didn't noticed I didn't were with him anymore. I knock at his door.
"Yes?"
I open the door while walking in.
"Hey, Joonie..." I say a bit nervous. He looks at me.
"Y/n! I was so worried about you! I didn't drank a lot yesterday to take care of you guys. Were where you?"

In Taehyung's bed....

"I uhm...I...I drank so much yesterday that I just locked myself into the bathroom and stayed there. I was so sick that I needed to throw up"
"Oh! Are you feeling better now?"
"Yes!"
"That's good! I already thought you did something with Tae, because he was also missing yesterday"
"W-What? Me and Tae? Pfff..*nervous chuckle*....nah! That would be weird. I did nothing unholy with him, don't worry"
"Okay, good!" He say smiling.
I smile back at him.

I go out of his room and as soon as I arrived my room, I lay down on my bed.
The bell rings.
That probably Taehyung.
Footsteps are to hear and then it knocks.
"Y/n? It's me" Taehyung at my door says
"Come in"
I sit up as he entered my room. He closes the door behind him and walks to me.
"Hey"
"Hey"
He sits down. It's a really awkward silence between us rn...

"About what happened...you really don't remember?" He asks.
"I actually do..."
"...so uhm...did you liked it?" He asks nervously
"I uhm...actually...yeah...a lot..."
"Y/n...I know it's weird, but...do you think we can be friends with benefits?"
He looks at me and I look at him.
"Friends with...with b-benefits?" I ask a bit shocked.
"Yeah...only if you want to. We both uhm...have this tension and...we had sex with each other and I don't want this to be the last time to be honest" he says.

"Me too..."
"So uhm...what do you think?"
"We can try. But one rule: falling in love with each other isn't allowed" I say.
"Okay" he says and looks away.
"...okay..."

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