Accident // Kim Taehyung ff

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟓

Y/n:
It's the next day now and I'm thinking about Taehyung. We really need to stop having sex.
I can't do this anymore. It's hard enough to hide my feelings.
"Do you understand the task?" Mihyang next me asks.
"Mh? What task?"
"Ugh...did you zoomed out again?"
"I'm sorry! I can't do anything against it.."
"What's up? Did something happened?" Jookyung, who sits on my left, asks me.
I sigh.
"I'm gonna talk with Taehyung today..."
"Are you confessing today?!?" Mihyang asks surprised.
"What? No! I'm going to tell him that we need to stop having sex. I can't do this anymore. I'm so in love with him and to have sex with him while he just says "we're just friends" hurts so god damn much"

"*clearing throat*...Ms. Kim, Ms. Lim and Ms. Lee. Would you please stop talking? You should listen to my speech, because your exams are in two days and I'm sure you don't want to fail, right?" Mr. Eun says.
"We're sorry..." I say.
"Do you want to stop?" Jookyung asks whispering.
"Yes...,but also no...,but yes! Yes, I want to stop! We need to stop"
"Okay..."

-

It's break now.
"Tae? Can we talk for a sec?" I ask.
"Sure" he says smiling and walks over. We both walk a bit away from the others.
"What's up? You sound serious"
"Yeah.uhm...I uhm...*sigh*..."
"Did I do something?" He asks worried.
"No, it's just...I can't do this anymore"
"You can't do what anymore?"
"Being friends with benefits with you"
"But yesterday-"
"I just said that because you wanted to"

That's such a lie.

He chuckles a bit pissed.
"You're lying. And why is it my fault again?"
"I didn't said that it's your fault!"
"But it seems like it! It's always my fucking fault!"
"I never said that!"
"You do! You're always saying it!"
"Well, if it's your fault, you should've think twice about it before you fucked me!"
"See, it's my fault again!" He says angry.
"I didn't said it's your fault! I said IF it's your fault, but-"
"You know what? Just shut the fuck up. I wish we never have had sex! Worst decision I made!"

.....
Tears filling up my eyes.

"I think the same.." I say calmly.
He laughs with a pissed tone.
"Good. Then let's stop all this shit. It's fucked up anyway"
He wants to walk away.
"It was your idea"
He stops and turns around again. He walks towards me.
"You said yes, because you wanted me so badly, so it's also your fault"
He walks away angry while tears are running down my cheek.

Why am I crying? There's so fucking reason!

I go back to the others, where Tae already is. I take my bag.
"Y/n, are you okay?" Mihyang asks.
"Yes" I say sniffing and just walk away with my bag.

I run to the toilets and hide in a cabin. I just cry my soul out.

Jookyung:

Y/n runs away. She's crying.
"What did you do? Why is she crying?" Mihyang asks Tae.
"Its something between me and her, so it's none of your business" he says coldly.
"I'm going to her" I say and let go Yoongis hand.
Mihyang follows and we walk to to the toilets, where shes probably at. She always was hiding there when she was upset, because she didn't wanted anybody to see her like this.
"Y/n?" I ask.
I hear someone sniffing and walk to the cabin it comes from.
"Y/n...what did he said?" I ask calmly.
"I swear I'm going to kill this little assho-"
"Shh! Let her talk!" I interrupted Mihyang.
"He...He...*burst into crying more*"
"Open the door" I say.
She opens it and immediately fell into my arms.
I hug her and stroke her head a bit.
"It's okay..." I whisper.
She's still sobbing and Mihyang also strokes her back a bit.
"I hate him.." Y/n says sobbing.
"You don't..."
"Yeah! That's the problem!"
She cries even more.
"I'm going to kill him" Mihyang says.
"No! It's my fault! I'm so stupid..."
She starts hitting herself again and I hold her hands.
"It's okay..."

"He hates me now.."

Namjoon:

I still argue with Taehyung.
"What did you said to make her cry?!"
"Like I said, it's none of you business!"
"Tae, calm down" Jimin says and holds his arm.
"It's my business, because it's my sister who's crying!"
"You won't understand it anyway" he says and calms a bit down.
"Then explain it"
"I don't want to!"
"It's okay. It's better when no one knows" I hear Y/n's voice.
Everyone looks at her.
Her eyes are red and she's pale in the face.

"Are you okay?" Taehyung asks.
She looks at him a bit pissed.
"Yes" she says.
"I'm sorry. I didn't wanted to make you cry"
"Fuck off" she says.

Woah...she never said something like that to Taehyung...

He looks a bit shocked but accepts it.
"Okay" he says quietly and looks away.

Jookyung + Timeskip:

I'm laying in my bed now. In my boyfriends arms while still worrying about Y/n.
"What's up? You're so different" Yoongi says.
"I'm worried"
He holds me tighter.
"Jagi...don't worry to much. Tae said it's something between them..."
"I'm just...I'm worried about her"
"I know..."
He strokes my hair and then gives me a soft kiss on my head.

I stand my myself up on him to cuddle up on his chest.
He strokes my back.
"You're so clingy today" he says chuckling.
"I know.."
I look up.
"Kiss me" he says.
I do as he says and he pulls me closer.

Y/n:
I shouldn't cry anymore. It's my fault.

I want ice cream...

I walk out of my room and as soon as Namjoon saw me, he hugs me.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks.
"No. I want ice cream"
"Sure"
He lets me go and I take some ice cream out of the kitchen. I sit down next to him on the couch.
"Let's watch something" he says.
I just nod.

—

Today our first exam is. Tae and me aren't talking with each other like always. It's weird. But I can understand his behavior. It hurts tho..
"Then, you can start" the professor says and we start writing.
I try my best to concentrate....,but someone is running through my head.

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-J-