Accident // Kim Taehyung ff

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟔

Y/n:
Well....

Five weeks have past. The holidays are near and we all did our exams. We get our results back in two weeks. I'm so excited! I studied hard and a lot! But we all made it through.

Speaking of my friends, everything is still fine. Namjoon and Mihyang are still a very happy couple. They actually really cute together. It's still a bit weird, that my brother is dating my best friends, but it's okay. Namjoon always tries to kiss her, but Mihyang is so embarrassed all the time, that she pulls herself away. They often hold hands, but Mihyang gets embarrassed every time with everythin. Jookyung and Yoongi are also such a cute couple. They're so clingy with each other. They always cuddle in breaks or Jookyung sits on his lap. That's so cute.

I'm happy for them! It's so exciting to see them in relationships. It's also so cute! Even tho they have boyfriends, they still spend a lot of time with me. And when it comes to me when speaking of love, I'm a absolute chaos.

Since Taehyung and we stopped having sex and had a big fight, we are not as close as we used to be. We're stillt talking and laughing together, but I noticed something...
When we're alone he always stares at my lips or into my eyes. I always get really nervous when that happens, because I'm still so in love with him....
I think he knows it, because since a few days he starts hanging out with a lot of girls to make me jealous. He always smirks at my jealous face or teases me. He knows I still want him....but...

....he also wants me.

That's why we have something like a "war" now. We both make each other jealous. I'm not doing it as much as he does tho.

I'm talking with Doyoon now. We're standing at our lockers.
I'm chuckling at his words.
"It just...it was so funny" he says.
"It sounds like it"

Taehyung:
There she is. Talking with him again. I hate him. He's so clingy with her. She's probably happier without me, but I still love her. I can't do this anymore. I want her to finally be mine. I'm just...I'm just a bit too shy to confess to her. She hates me.
"Yo, bro. Stop staring at her like this" Jimin says to me.
"Huh? Why? Look at her! She's talking with him again. I would never have a chance with her"
"Bro, you literally had sex with her for like 2-3 months straight and you said it felt like she's also in love with you"
"That doesn't means anything. I'm going to kill this dude if he doesn't stops talking with her"
"Don't be so jealous"
"Funny. How should I not be jealous? She's such a beautiful woman, so everyone could have her!"
"Tae, are you actually stupid? She loves you!"
"If she does, why is she flirting with those guys?"
"Because YOU are doing that too! Do you really think she wants to fuck those guys? Hell no! She just has eyes for you! Everyone sees it, except for you"
"You're just lying" I say to him and look to her again.

"Then talk with her. Confess to her"
"It's not that easy"
"I know, but if you don't believe me, confess to her. She will say the same"
"First, I'm going to ask her why she's flirting with Doyoon. He's a dirty asshole"
I walk up to her and she looks up to me.
"Since when are you two so close to each other?" I ask.
"Why are you asking? Are you jealous?" She asks smirking.
"I'm not. I'm just asking"
"Well, it's none of your business. I'm not yours, so I can do whatever I want to do"

She really makes me go crazy...

I roll my tongue up inside my cheek.
I go closer to her and stare into her eyes.
"I could make you feel a way better then he would and you know that, darling" I whisper to her.
She chuckles.
"And you're sure you're not jealous?"
My stare is on her lips now.
I want to kiss her so badly..
"He's not good for you"
"Mhm...of course...you just miss me"

Yes, I do.

"I don't.."
She chuckles.
"Then stop staring at my lips, idiot"
I look up to her.
"We're just friends" she says and walks off.
Ouch...