Accident // Kim Taehyung ff

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝟒

Y/n:
A couple of weeks have past now. The exams are starting in two days and that's not my only problem.

I'm completely in love with Tae now. That's so fucking bad! It was just one fucking stupid rule and I still broke it. My feelings for him are one of the reasons why stopped having sex for a long time. The other reason is Namjoon and the rest of our group. They started to suspect things.

-Flashback-

"You guys are sus" Yoongi says to us.
"Huh? What do you mean?" I ask.
"You guys are so....different and meet each other more then usual"
"Yeah! A few days ago, I heard some weird noises from your bedroom and you were so nervous. I also heard a male voice, which sounded like Taehyung" Namjoon says.
"You must be deaf, Joonie"
"Maybe they are having sex" Jungkook says.
"What? Ew! That would be absurd and disgusting!" I say.
"Why are Jookyung, Mihyang and Jimin so quiet?" Jin asks.
"What? I just don't know what to say. They're definitely not having sex with each other. I would know if they did" Jookyung says.

——

"Y/n?" Joonie asks while walking towards me.
"Yes?"
"Did you kissed Taehyung last evening? Are you two dating or having sex?"
"Namjoon, we're not having sex and I didn't kissed him last evening!"

-end of flashback-

Well, that's why we stopped having sex for now. But I really miss his touches....I miss him and his near...so much...

But I can't have sex with the person I'm in love with, while he's just my best friend!
It's all so complicated.

"Y/n?" I hear Mihyangs voice.
"Mh?"
I look up to her and immediately fell Taehyung's stares at me.
"Don't zoom out again"
I just nod.
"Are you okay?" Jookyung asks.
I nod again.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes"
"Really sure?"
"Mhm"

"Yah, don't move so much! I want to sleep" Yoongi says while laying his head on Jookyungs shoulder again and pulls her closer on his lap.

They're so fucking cute together. Just like Mihyang and Namjoon.

Speaking of Mihyang and Namjoon, he kisses her cheek which makes her blush.
"You are so cute together" I say smiling.
They both just smile. I look at the other couple.
"You two are ofc cute too" I say.
Jookyung just grins cutely.
"And when are you going to have a boyfriend?" Hobi asks.

I immediately thought of Tae.

"I don't know...maybe I'll just die single" I say.
"Why should you? You would be a prefect girlfriend" Taehyung says.

Oh please don't blush now, Y/n....

"Then why don't you date her?" Jimin asks.
"She's just a friend"

Ouch...

He says that often. Really often. Because it's the truth. It still hurts to hear it every time tho.

I just smile lightly.

-Timeskip-

I'm laying in my bed. Thinking of what I should do now... I'm so in love with Tae, but he sees me just as his best friend. I want to be more. I don't want to live with the knowledge that he's just my best friend.

He's so handsome...

And now all the flashbacks of all the nights we had are coming in my mind again....

"Fuck...just like that, Y/n..."
"Are you nervous, darling?"
"Your eyes are so pretty..."
"You look so sweet while begging"
"You like that?"
"Mh...you're so tight..."
"Look at me. I want to see your beautiful eyes roll back"
"Ah yeah...keep going..."
"Shit...you feel so fucking good..."