Misanthrope

ii

Blurryface,

today I discovered something. something life changing.
extraordinary.

to be honest it's not really a discovery, more so a revelation.

there is no key to happiness.
because there is no lock.
only a bunch of fucking doors and all you have to do is know which one to walk through. some will lead you to the bad. some will lead you to the good, then back to the bad. most will lead you right back where you started. what if only one has only good. only happiness. what if I never have enough time to walk over each threshold until I find the right one. the one where I live happy. where I breathe in the polluted air and smile because I can, I will, I want to breathe. what if I see dark before I ever see the light. I don't want to die this way.