SAFE PLACE

Be Good

while we still young

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~stalk Ashley~

Jasmine POV

I'm trying hardest to stay focus but my mind is in denial as the conversation between me and Aniya's mother keeps replaying in my head. Aniya was my friend and much much more, i hate to say this but she was like my girlfriend, like the girl bruk me out yzm

yes she was my first love, she was manipulative, mad fucking mad and a whole lot a things, all these stem from her mother 

when me say the woman a witch i mean she is one frl, in the small rural ghetto a hamstead st thomas this woman had 2 kids by her husband, a son and a daughter dash weh five after dem Aniya was her eighth pregnancy and third child by her husband, she tried to get rid off her but like god decide she send home to much so she survive everything and when her husband found out she was trying to kill another baby him beat har him beat har and yes the baby still survive and Aniya was born.

the woman hated her i mean literally she even put her in ants nest and left her as a baby so fi dem sumn deh Mr. Taylor beat har so till and me nuh wrong him, anyways that was a year before me born and mommy had me at 17 

so we are one year apart but she started school late so thats how we ended up in same basic school class same primary but we passed for different high school

 but crosses always find yah girl, she transferred when i did and thats how we ended up together, we were inseparable coming up

she lost her father in basic school what i heard is her mother poison him or she pay smaddy kill him all me know is dem nuh find a body to this day, in primary school while we were in grade six her brother raped her and her mother didn't even care she even beat her for it, also the woman sold weed and drugs so she harbored alot of men and they all tried to assault her i mean dem a man animals, and when she resisted and told her mom she told her to go along with it, my parents never let me go to her house she was always at my house where she could escape the torture, her sister ran away and nobody saw or heard from her 

when we were about to do the last year of GSAT her Father's sister took her from her mother, it was the best thing to ever happen to her, we cried when we found out we were going to different schools, but we managed, i got raped in highschool and its been the worst ever off me, i was depressed i tried commiting suicide, i had PTSD it was just hard, i transfered to Alpha 1 because mommy teach ova kc 2 i got raped, 3 my grades were good so yeah i got transferred and we united again. 

she was my rock through everything, we developed a sexual relationship since we were kids about grade 6, i was scared and never accepted any off it until i got raped by a man a started hating them, our relationship grew to be more than friends we were two girls who had strong feeling for each other, ps i have super homophobic parents so all to this day dem never know me did a rub front, me wouldn't deh here alive if they did right

when we graduated she decided to give her mother another chance i don't know what kind of spell she work but she forgave her, we both travelled overseas to study and work, only thing was she didn't care to study or work, she started stripping, selling her body, dating older men for money, she took drugs like cocaine and heroin and you would expect that cause fi a deh wid so much man

i was hurt and worried i never wanted to dictate her life but she gave me no choice, i tried talking to her i talked to her because i was possessive and hated seeing her with other men other women, it hurt but my feelings weren't shit 

she hurt me to a point were i didn't care not until she told me she was pregnant and keeping this one. she told me she was inlove with his father and wanted it, but when it was a little too late to abort she decided she hated the child, wanted to kill it i had to convince her that i'll be there for her and the baby thats how she kept it thats how i fell for her again 

thats how she tricked me, tried to kill adonis and when the doctors and nurses stopped her she ran away, since we were a lesbian couple we were both his mother and i received full custody of him, gave him my lastname, raise him and loved his as my own, because he's the only thing i have remaining of her, the only fragment of her, i never knew who his father was though, Adonis was very high in skin colour when he was younger though he's slowing getting a little of her darker shade, he looks nothing like her, i guess he took his father's charm 

i want nothing to do with her family, especially her mother nor do i want my son around them, she told me Adonis fathers name is King i put it on his birth paper but its not used in any other thing

i would gladly allow him to meet his dad, though explaining this to him when he's older would be hard

i leave everything to the time, only time can untangle this or what ever dem say inna twelfth night 

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guys Jasmine come right out nuh true glad fi the likkle backstory a how she got adonis, wait though its about to get messy

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