SAFE PLACE

I'm Ready

Zaheer's POV

I dread this day honestly I feel nervous and uneasy and dem feelings yah new to me cause me is never a man weh nervous but today, jah jah

"so young man what relationship you and me daughter been a have and wah a you intentions with har" He ask pulling me from my thoughts, a short, skinny dark skinned man, bout 5'8 o so him be his features show he's up in age but he's well fit, no grey hairs, man inna tapper fade, beard neatly shaved, fi a big man him tek care a him self

he's wearing a black blazer and black jeans with gold chain around his neck and arms, four fingers had rings big gold ones with diamonds on all rings

"mhm" his deep voice echoed again, I met his gaze trying to be intimidating and all but that shit doesn't faze me 

"well we are together in a relationship a sexual one as you already know she a breed and my intentions are to love respect and cherish her as long as I live" 

'you miss out the bad intentions dem, you nah tell the man you bruk out him daughter and ave har a over use har throat a night time' bill nuh ute

"well my daughter currently inna the hospital inna coma as weh me a hear, wah cause dat, how dat happen why as my daughter start deh wid you diss reach har?"he says sitting up in his chair

Shanice was the one that informed them of the accident 2 week ago, they came fast as fuck, by they i mean her mom, this nigga a har fada him name Chung but me nuh see di chiney inna him, muss jacket him be den again Jasmine ave a chiney look bout har, her younger sister also came

since har fada come dung this man nuh stop falla falla me up and eye me and ting,  mean you a try be protective a you gyal pickney but breeze me bredda me nuh fuck man

har mada cool doe she teach me a KC and ting so she know me and we ketch up, her sister weird doe but a fi dem issue dat, she nuh talk much from she come or maybe she talk and me nuh hear, she spend every minute side har sister, that's the sibling love

"tell you weh me think, you find out you breed me dawta and never wah the pickney tell har dash it weh and knowing my dawta she nave the heart fi do dat so you set up fi kill har mhm" like him dying fi say this, dah man yah wah me get dawk pon him todeh innuh him a piss me off

"yow bredda me tell you diss cause yah move like yah fuck or you wah fuck you dawta yzm, from you come a bare disrespect bare disrespect and me walk you out cause yah me oman fada but yah past you fucking place old bwoy so hear wah mek me liff up from yaso" i say getting up from the chair and walking out the private room

I sigh, I'm stress, I haven't even been eating or sleeping right now me wah a weed

"Zaheer you alright" I hear her mother's voice, nice lady enuh how she end up wid dah man deh you cyah see say a bare watch him watch front, man move insecure you fuck

"me good man Miss Spencer, just tiad and stress out" I sigh genuinely me frustrated, she puts a firm hand on my shoulder and smiles

"she ago pull through enuh, she always pull through, from she a likkle pickney 9 to be exact she a go through trauma, issues battles with the devil, me as har mada never see say she a fight battles, but she fight dem she fight dem all by harself, so diss anuh nothing fi har, she a the strongest person me know this a childs play fi har" she smiled a teary smile bwoy Jas been through a lot enuh she ago pull through

I nod at her with a small smile "thanks miss, just wah she wake up still innuh" i sigh before i continue "before she leave we had a argument first one we ave since we deh together, me a the cause mainly doe" she pulls me to sit down 

"don't beat up yourself so man" she says trying to be of help

"a my fault man, Adonis....Adonis a me son yuzimi, me never even know me did ave pickney me never know, but she come a tell me bout the story me get suspicious and do a DNA, me never tell har and you know she sensitive to the ute yuzimi, me never wah be outta him life and me did a do some works incase me and har never work out, but understand miss me nuh use to having a woman round me like dat if you understand me, a woman me affi a tell everything, play role fah me just a know bout dem sumn yah so me never think or feel nuh way fi nuh tell har, till she find out and we well she argue and fight me off cause me nah go do har nothing, me did just feel say sumn wrong and me mek me ego lead me and me mek she go weh, when me should a sidung a reason wid har a try build wid har, me mek she walk out, it did feel like she tek me heart and gone to, she left me empty inna the house me regret everything, me regret say me never stop har now this reach har" I sigh with me head in my hands, i didn't even notice the tears, why me a cry this is a next surprise

i sigh and wipe them from my face, i look to her mom who's wiping tears from her eyes, she looks just like Jasmine and older version, Jasmine did tell me she fava har fada but my oman nuh fava dah ugly looking man deh, she a har mada twin

"unuh young people" she sighs "affi learn how fi fight fi unuh relationship, it obvious unuh love each other cause she love you, unuh afi fight fi it if unuh want it, nuh relationship nuh perfect it affi build from a strong foundation weh ago include arguments fights nuff things, yago fix it nuh-"

"MOMMY!!" he sister came running "mommy!!" she said out of breath

"a wahmu girl child" her mom stood, I stood also, is she

"she wake mommy, Jasmine wake" her sister smiled excitedly, so did her mom they both hugged each other jumping up and down, they both stormed off towards her room while I slowly walked there

nervous was an understatement as I approached her door, wah me ago say, how she ago react, does she hate me wah

i pushed the door to see her with the brightest smile on her face, it warms my heart it fills the void in my soul, she's awake

bandages still tied around her head as doctors and nurse work around her, she's smiling at Adonis, touching his hands, he looks happy her sister is the one holding him, her father is by the bedside knelt down, he placed a kiss on her forehead, tears welling in his eyes, him love him pickney enuh

her mother is also there holding onto her hands

i nervously walk towards her bed admire her, she's a little thinner but looks beautiful as ever 

"Jasmine" i say low and nervously

she looks up, the smile swept off her face, its a look of confusion, wah diss fada

i sigh ready to turn and walk out

'wah bout fighting for this' my subconscious says and he's right me ago fight fi this

"Jasmine look I-" i say out before she says something that turns my whole world upside down, weh she just say, weh this, my mind is disorientated why now wah diss pon me fada god

"mommy who diss"

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guys me finally update people bwoy school a stress me so let us do a little get to know me right 

if y'all should know ma 17 yes know the book a 18 + but who cares a from me a 12 me a read Wattpad and the book dem weh me did a read was 18 +, why people even put it cause it ago just mek you wah read it more😅😅

anyways ma soon 18 stillz so it nuh matter, me did fi graduate Alpha this year but i decided to repeat fourth form because i was going through a lot and the pressure was real so me bawl and beg me mada mek me repeat😅

I've always had a love for reading me start read book when me a two, and writing i always loved it, whether a diary bout how my day has been, songs or books, I had wrote short stories a lot, but a full ass long ass story me did think nobody nago read me things dem 😭😭so thank everyone who a read me likkle boring book and vote pon it cause I feel a lot more comfortable writing, I feel comfortable communicating with you guys and I love expressing myself through writing 

but guys school just open and the stress is on, but I'm alot stronger mentally and me a tek it on, the updates maybe nuh frequent as me ave sba and studying yzm but me ago try for you guys because y'all mean alot to me🤗so vote and COMMENT pon the book unuh thoughts 

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