SAFE PLACE

Deeven Know right now

Zaheer Sinnius King

Sinn's POV

AN: people ma start put full name fah me deh confuse meself 😭😭

right now eh best ting dem people can do a shut up or move from round me enuh

me deeven inna me right mind bredda, me never wah believe weh me see pon the phone me deeven did sure if a me cousin head a get chop off and seet deh

who really a do diss to me, way me full a enemies me deeven know a who

and this a bold move cause how yahgo come dump man cousin and him oman body inna man MADA yard

I sigh looking around at my mothers home, littered with police and crime scene investigators, some of them questioning my mother who's in tears

I look down to the hand in mine, I see the darkness in his eyes, I just know my so saw that first

A-don might he's 2 but he is no fool, he see's the shit going on around him

I see the calmness in his eyes, I remember when i had that exact look, my father would call it the look of the future Don

Future Don me rass, swear pon me soul and me life seh none a my ute dem nah involve inna dah fuck up life yah, me a tek Spaniard to me grave

He feels my lifeless eye staring at him and looks directly in them, a far off look

he doesn't have to say anything for i already know, his grip getting tighter around my hand is enough to tell me

I look up to calm myself and observe what is going on in my surroundings

I look to the woman carry my child, crying whilst holding my mother and a phone to her ear

maybe a inform har family of the dead, jah see and bomboclaate know

I look to see the bodies now in bags being carried into a van and i feel the rage in me become overwhelming

way me feel right now me would a kill eh wull Jamaica 

"ounch Dada" I look down at my son's hand who's being crushed by mine and quickly release his hand and lift him in my arms "Its ok dada" he gives me a sad smile hugging me

and at this point i felt the tension from my body being released as i hold him close to me

"wah ice-cream?" i asked him with a pleasant smile, though i was far from that

"Yahhh" he clapped with a smile 

i chuckled and went over to where Jasmine and mommy are standing

"JESUS CHRIST ME SISTER" I hear the wails coming from her mother on the phone "My LIKKLE SISTER DEAD JASMINE" he mother cries 

she's sobbing too, not knowing how to respond to her mother

"Mommy and Jasmine me ready fawud" I say not even giving the officers a minute inna me eyesight, corruption dem

"excuse me sir but you all are on a crime scene and as the person's who found the body your needed here to answer a few questions" the older man in  brown uniform says

'ute how dah pussy yah black so' dat me a wonder tuh 

"so dem nuh answer enough question, you nuh feel seh dem traumatized and wah leff eh scene, you nuh feel me ute traumatized" i asked looking and sounding exactly how i feel

"yes sir but its or jo-" the younger one who's in the regular uniform and is no less blacker than the other tries but i silence him

"yow yah hear me, me son just seh him wah go home, me mada and me baby mother traumatized and as you can see we ave family members fi break dem news yah tuh suh unuh do the right cause we a leff yaso, Mommy pack up you things dem and fawud you nah sleep yaso" and with that i walk towards the front of the yard where my car is parked waiting for the them