Abstinence

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Zaheer's POV

**Flashback**

"Zaheer! Zaheer ! SINN" 

"yow" i answered him hurriedly, scared too

"fuck you mek me affi a bawl out you name so long bwoy?" he shouts, his voice like thunder rippling wave of shock through my body

"daddy me di-" i start but i'm cut of with a hard bacs across my face, i hold my right cheek with tears welling in my eyes but i dare not let one fall

"weh me name bwoy?" he ask menacingly

"sir" i whisper trying to hold back the tears threatening to fall

"speak up nuh man!!"

"SIR" i shout 

"good, now go round a back and do 10 laps round the field as warmup and come back fi start you ting" he says walking off

"you nuh feel dat too much fimi pickney Zackry and you nah do you pickney outta round so fuck yah kill me pickney fah" my mother yells at him, yh i remember they were fighting and me go hide 

"aye gyal move before me and you ave tings enuh, Zaheer NOW!!" he screams startly me, I head towards the field quickly

daddy always hard pon me more dan Zadon, Zamire and Zamaya, me did a the bad seed, me gi nuff chubble, think him did a try curve me

i did my lapse around the field and came back tiad as a bitch nearly drop dung, and instead of making me rest of giving me a glass of water, the man mek we start box nuh break nth

weh him did a try teach me, discipline abstinence strength

**end of flashback**

"Zaheer" her soft voice calls, i feel her soft hand run up mine

was i sleeping, when me drop a sleep dawg

"mami" i whisper half awake, that dream, the spirit a me fada haunt me everyday a me life, every night me go sleep i only sleep good when i'm around her

"i feel weird, like i wanna throw up" i hear her say, i sigh then open my eyes fully, adjusting to the light in the room

i see her sat up on the bed, she's still in bandages  great thing is she's off the machines

"b weh you say do you now" i ask waking over to her, i take her cup with water and put the straw to her lip for her to take a sip, she takes a sip a smile looking up at me

"thank you i just felt nauseous maybe a the baby sickness" she smiles

i chuckle rubbing my hand over her tummy

"come gwaan back go gets some rest mami" i say and she obeys

i cover her with a sheet, adjust the temperature with the remote then sit on the chair beside her bed i sigh rubbing my temple, head a hawt me

"you ok Zaheer?" she ask sitting up

"yh man me good, just gwaan go sleep" i say 

"but i can't, can you sleep beside me please, or never mind" she says turning her back to me

i sigh and walk towards her bed "so go over nuh muma me fat enuh" i poke her side 

she giggles "if you fat den wahmu to me, me a cow" she laughs 

"joke me a mek man" i laydown beside her on the small bed on my belly, she turns on her side looking at me and smiles

"you ugly enuh sir" she smiles 

"man fi ugly" i smile

"me pickney cyah come ugly like you enuh" she chuckles

"dem ah fava you man mami, you wah me tell you how we mek dem?" 

"wah what" she looks shocked

"nuh wah know b" i bite my lip looking at her seductively, me nah lie me miss har enuh and the gold weh deh between har legs, this me fada did a teach me abstinence fah longest me go widout pussy inna me life

'dawg the b just come outta coma and you wah fuck har back inna coma' nuh wah she go back inna coma but she muss member once cocky reach har

"no you nasty i know how people make babies already" she pushes me away

"can remake how we mek Zaheer jr" i smirk

"you want a boy" she trys changing the topic

"you nuh miss me B" I move closer to her, she tries moving but I hold her in place with my hands around her stomach, I start peppering kisses to her neck  "you nuh miss me baby, cause me miss you like crazy" i trail my hand under her hospital gown 

"Zaheer no i-i"

"just 1 kiss baby, miss you, you fuck" I say pleading to her

she hesitates but leans in, as soon as her lips touch mine I feeling of relieve, i capture her lips in a heated battles

she tries to pull away but i keep her in place

"i love you" i whisper against her lip

she whimpers 

our eyes are locked together she's searching for something, maybe a hint of lie but i'm genuine i'm madly inlove with her

the thought of loosing her was unbearable 

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guys i have finally updated me freestyle diss guys me say school nah gimi a break nothing but ma push through fi unuh yah

peace love and cocobread

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