Yea, I'm just going to begin the story.
This is basically the background. You don't have to read it, but it shows the setup.
TW SH MENTION AT AGE 12
Bakugo's POV, 8 years old
I am in the back of my moms car, I'm just staring out of the window. My mind drifts to some of the times I felt paranoid living with my mother. She slapped me a few times, she would yell, and she would take my things. But this is normal, right? She wouldn't do anything to hurt me on purpose. Right?
9 years old
Everything is starting to become a blur. My mother seems to be more angry at me and at everyone and everything. Is this my fault? Was it because of her new boyfriend?
10 years old
I realise that every friend I have ever had always stays my friend for about a year before they stop talking to me. Why does everyone hate me?
11 years old
I'm so fucking angry. Nobody ever listens to me because I'm a kid. I'm a stupid kid. Nobody ever takes me seriously. Nobody takes my fears seriously. Nobody takes me seriously. I'm wrong. They're right. No matter what.
12 years old
I get curious about this thing I heard of online. It's where you take a blade out of a sharpener and intentionally cut yourself with it. Supposedly, it helps with mental pain, I've heard some people describe it as the blood dripping is the tears you have to hold in during everything that makes you want to cry.
I took an unused pencil sharpener and looked around my grandfather's garage for a screwdriver. I found a tiny one and took the tiny screw out and put the tiny screwdriver back in its place.
I went back up to my room, pulled my shorts up a bit, and cut my upper right thigh.
It didn't really help. Maybe if I try again later, it will help?
13 years old
Self-harm feels kind of like a routine. It helped a lot with certain situations. But I met this boy, his name is Denki Kaminari. I didn't actually know what "love" was until now.
I thought saying "I love you" was just something that people would say to each other to be nice. I didn't know it actually had something to do with. Um. Feelings?
It took me a bit, but eventually, I fell in love with him. He's the only person I need in my life. He makes me feel so loved. He remembers the tiny details I mentioned in conversation. And he doesn't mind when I get a little big annoyed or hot-headed.
I really like the way that love feels.
14 years old.
I love Kami alot. We have been dating for about a year now. We have gotten into a few arguments but we both apologized when we needed to and never stuck to an argument for long.
He also deals with Self-harm and we both try and stop each other from doing it. We both don't feel like we should help ourselves, so we both put full effort into helping the other person.
I love him so fucking much.
15 years old
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Liars Make The Best Abusers||TodoBaku|| Angst WIP|| CURRENTLY UNDER EDITING
FanfictionCURRENTLY UNDER EDITING Bakugo lives in an abusive environment. He never knew what love actually felt like as he had never even loved his parents. But then, one day, a boy, Denki Kaminari, makes him feel loved for the first time. Kami went through...
