I Love You 2

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Bakugo's POV (15 years old)

I wake up and check my phone. The time is 2:35 pm. Damn, thank God it's summer.

I check my notifications and see a few missed calls from my boyfriend, denki, and 5 texts.
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DENKIIIII <33333333
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"GOOD MORNINGGGG <333"
10:12

"Baku? Are you okay?"
10:42

"I know you stayed up late last night, so you're probably asleep. Just text me when you wake up. I love you, beautiful boy <3"
11:26

"Hey, I'm starting to get a bit worried about you. You're not answering any of my calls, and you're usually a pretty light sleeper."
12:25

"I'm going to the park with my mom and brother, I'll make sure to send you pictures
Call me when you wake up so I know you're okay 🩷"
1:08

I feel so bad that I accidentally ignored him.

"Don't worry, I'm okay. I'm just very tired. How are you?"
Delivered 2:36
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I stare at the message I sent for a couple of seconds and then get out of my bed. I made a habit of going to the bathroom and showering when I got up, and I didn't want to lose the ruitine during the summer.

So I get undressed, get a towel, wash my hair, my body, all that cool shower shit. Then I get out and rub my head with the towel and then dry off the rest of my body.

I hear a buzz coming from my phone so I pick it up and see a notification from Denki.

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'I'm doing good! My mom, my brother, and me are playing hide and seek. He's like 6 I think so he will have a meltdown if we don't want to play."

3:06

Damn he's so bad at Grammer. But I don't want to be that annoying person, so he says, "It's actually I, not me." So I'll just ignore it.

"Oh, I'm sorry that you have to deal with that, Denki."
3:07
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2 hours later.

I don't have friends. My angry front drives them away. I just feel like I have to scream because in my household, nobody listens to me for every possible reason imaginable.

"I'm the adult, you are the child."
"I have more experience than you"
"You're selfish if you think you know more"
"The world doesn't revolve around you"

I especially fucking hate how whenever one of my moms boyfriend takes my side in litterally anything, they will break up soon after. She keeps anyone who will agree with her.

There was this one guy in particular. His name was Ray. He once got in the middle of me and my mom when she went to slap me. He said that hitting is abuse. He said that yelling is abuse.

Whenever I would wake up and try and get food in the morning, she would always find something to complain about or to scold me about.

Dirty dishes. Trash. Laundry. or sometimes it would just be the way I 'act aggressively' such as walking, talking, or the look on my face.

Ray would actually scold my mother when she scolded me. I later learned he was some sort of psychologist and also a therapist for all ages.

When they broke up, he made sure to give me his number in private to insure that my mother wouldn't forbid me from communicating with him.

I haven't told him about a bunch of stuff but I do call him when I have a panic attack sometimes.
He is really helpful.

But I rarely get the chance to see him by visiting him. I have his address and I've visited him before but it's hard to when my mom set down a specific curfew for me.

But Ray isn't around my house anymore since they broke up. So she always has her shitty boyfriends around. Sometimes she has more than one boyfriend.
And they are all pieces of shit.
They all agreed with her no matter what.

So regardless of whether or not I'm right or wrong, I will get hot-headed pretty quickly when people don't listen to me. And I know how that sounds. It sounds like I'll have a meltdown if the attention isn't on me.

But I promise that's not the case.

People inturpt me all the time.
Family, friends, strangers. Everyone.
If I'm speaking, nobody thinks it matters. And sure, not everything I'm talking about is super important, but it would be nice to go a couple of days without feeling like I should just stop talking.

All I do is sit in my room and play games that take hours to complete.

Because that's all I'm good for.

I don't have friends to go out with or to talk to during the day.

So I kind of flex to myself about how I was able to do all of these things in specific games I play.

I kind of drift off to sleep and then I feel a buzz coming from my phone.

Denki is calling me.

I pick it up and answer the phone to hear his chirpy voice on the other side.

"Hiiiii, I was just calling to ask if I should get chocolate ice cream or strawberry. That's all they have that I like."

"Um, I don't know. Strawberry?"

"Okay byeee"

Then the call ends.

I do enjoy how he decides to call me for small things like that, but I wish I had more opportunities to talk to him.

So I text him asking if we can hang out tomorrow.

A few minutes later he replies by saying, "I would really love to, but I'm going to be at my aunts house for the whole day tomorrow. Sorry love <3"

So I spend the rest of the day playing my games. Getting food every once in a while.
Arguing with my mom and my dad over who did whatever.

Spoiler, it's me. It always ends with me apologizing for something I didn't do.

And then I get a call from Denki.

"Hiii, how are you?"

"Uh I'm okay" I reply with a white lie because I know he will see through me and i will have to talk about it regardless.

"Tell me the truth please, what's wrong?"

"My mom and dad told me to come to the kitchen and then berated me for leaving something out on the counter when I didn't leave it out on the counter. I didn't have anything today with cheese on it and I still ended up getting in trouble for leaving a pack of cheese on the counter." I reply frustrated. Things like this happen all the time. Small and large.

"I'm sorry that happened."

"It's fine I guess."

We talk a bit more for a few minutes and then we go to sleep.

I'm disappointed that I can't be with him all the time. But if I'm with him all the time then I'll never know what it feels like to see him after missing him for so long. I'm happy I met him.

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