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Attention
All insomniacs, please raise your right hand
And kindly, repeat after me
"I guess I'll sleep when I am dead"
- Set It Off

─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ───

╓┈♔◦☓◦☙◦♔◦☙◦☓◦♔┈╖
𝙺𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚞𝚣𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅
╙┈♔◦☓◦☙◦♔◦☙◦☓◦♔┈╜

It's been two years since that incident. I know I may be 10 almost 11 now, but I have Insomnia, Depression, Anxiety, probably something else but I don't care enough to remember.

I take medication for my depression and anxiety.

They didn't seem to be working though so I don't take them as often as I'm supposed to be.

Y/N did in-fact still want to be my friend and agreed that what I did was a good thing. Though we're just kids so that opinion might change in the future.

I've become a ton more rebellious for sure. I don't really talk to anyone other than Y/N, Rosa, and Ajax. Since the mental hospital, me and Ajax have gotten closer. I'll never publicly admit it but I think of him as an older brother.

My mother finally believed all my words from when so was younger and we got my father sent to jail for 20 years.

I got so pissed, 20 years?! That's utter bullshit! I had to endure so much simply so he can get ONLY 20 YEARS??

If prison doesn't keep him there for the rest of his life, I'll make sure I actually succeed in killing him this time.

My half brother, Niwa, ended up moving with his mom somewhere in Fontaine. It's a shame I can't really visit him but things must happen for a reason, you know?

I'm currently sitting on my couch in my window with my cat on my lap.

Her name is Cupid, Y/N and Ajax got her for me last year for my birthday

I look over at my bedside table and squint my eyes to see the time being 4:34 am

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I look over at my bedside table and squint my eyes to see the time being 4:34 am.

(Totally didn't put that time cause that's what the time is for me rn 💀)

I sigh and lay back against my wall as I stroke my cat and look out at the Moon.

I felt ny eyes get heavy, finally I get to sleep.

I smile ever so slightly and fall asleep, even if it won't be for long, at least I slept a bit.

...

[6:05 am]

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