I got 1 read! WOOHOO! I'm updating because of that 1 person. I will be posting the cover before the end of the week since it's summer and I have all the time in the world. :D
ENJOY! ;)
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Thursday morning.. same old boring routine. As each day passes I start to lose hope of my life getting better.
I get to school again and this time earlier than usual for a reason which I don't know. I start to regret coming earlier because once again, I feel invisible like I don't know where I belong. Things were never like this before. It was only when I had a bad fight with Addy, Rain's other best friend since the first grade that I started coming to school late so I don't have to feel the extra time of being invisible in class.
Events regarding the fight with Addy happened like this...
It was a Monday morning. I went to school early just like I always did but to my avail.. Addy wouldn't talk to me. I didn't know what I did wrong and I wanted to know so I could fix the problem. I started asking Jill, Addy and Rain's other best friend since it seems that she knew the reason but she wouldn't tell me. After some tough persuading, I finally knew why..
The Friday before that, I saw Jill crying with a very red face on and as a good friend, I wanted to comfort her but I needed to know why she started crying in the first place. Rain told me it had something to do with a touching testimony of her classmate which struck her. I wasn't very sure though so I wanted to really know the reason. When Jill went to the restroom, I asked Addy but again, she wouldn't tell me. Because of that, I accidentally said 'B*tch' but I wasn't calling her one. It was just an expression and she thought that I called her one. I tried explaining it to them but they wouldn't hear me out. I decided to give them space so I didn't eat lunch with them for 1 week. After a week, I tried talking to them again but they wouldn't listen so I gave up and thought to myself.. People who don't want to listen to your side of the story are close-minded and they don't deserve my time and effort so until now, I don't eat lunch with them nor stay with them in the morning before heading to the classroom.
So this is what happened with Addy, Jill and Rain.
I found myself a new set of friends who were more open-minded and I had fun with them with our never ending stories to share.
School today went by faster than expected. Dismissal time finally came and I quickly put on my earphones and head home listening to Vanessa Carlton's- Thousand Miles
Making my way downtown Walking fast Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your Precious memories
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles If I could
Just see you Tonight
And I, I Don't want to let you know I, I Drown in your memory I,
I Don't want to let this go I,
I Don't....
Making my way downtown
Walking fast Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you...
If I could fall Into the sky
Do you think time Would pass me by 'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
If I could Just hold you
Tonight
This song will never get old to me because it means so much to me. This is the first song I really loved and the song that never fails to inspire and motivate me.
When I got home, I was surprised and excited to see my long-awaited package on my bed. I ordered an Up All Night Live Tour DVD with Zayn Malik's signature and dedication to me. I was really surprised to open and see it because it isn't supposed to arrive until next week but I guess I'm just extra lucky.
My dad suddenly pops out of nowhere..
"Did you like it? It arrived earlier today while you were in school." Dad says.
I quickly rush in and hug him saying many thank you's. I ask why and how it arrived a week earlier.
He pats his hand on my bed motioning for me to sit down.
I started to have a strong feeling that this was serious.
"What's up dad? Is there anything wrong?" I say.
"Serena, remember how I was telling you about the company I was working for? Well, they offered me a big time promotion." Dad states.
"Dad!! That's so great! Congratulations!" I say.
"But wait, there's a catch. We have to move." Dad says.
"Move to where, Dad?" I say.
"London" He says.
I was lost for words. I didn't know what I was feeling. Was I supposed to feel happy or sad? I was so shocked.
Dad noticed my reaction and said "think about it.. no rush."
I just nodded my head.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- oooohhhh... CLIFF HANGER there!
I said in the previous chapter that 1D would come out in the next chapter but sorry.. I changed the storyline but I'm sure they will come out before the 5th chappie. :) Sorry again.
-Leah :D
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