Love We Crave {Casualty}

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Lexi sat down in her flat. She looked to her phone and sighed. She knew how her head was a mess when it came to Sam.

She knew all that he had done. And how she just didn't trust him at all.

He had hurt her in the past and she knew how she just couldn't sit back and do nothing. She knew that she couldn't let him hurt their baby like her.

She knew what he wanted. And how he wanted her back. But she didn't want that. She wanted to focus on herself and the baby.

Lexi looked to her phone as it rang and sighed. She knew how it was Sam. She knew how he was calling her non stop. And it was starting to do her head in.

All that Lexi knew was that despite it all that she wasn't going to be taking him back anytime soon.

Lexi got ready for work and stood in the kitchen. She placed a hand on her bump and smiled. She knew how hard that things were.

She knew how she wanted to focus on the baby. And what was best for her.

She knew that she was going to have this baby alone and how it scared her. She knew that she wanted it all to be okay. She knew how it scared her.

She just wanted to be able to cope with it all. And it wasn't that easy.

Lexi just hoped that she could cope with it all.

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Lexi got to work and stood in the staffroom. She looked to see Hannah as she walked in.

Hannah smiled as she looked to her "Are you okay?" She asked.

Lexi sighed. "I don't know. Your dad has been calling me non stop. Amd I just don't know what to do. I mean how can I do this? How can I have this baby alone if he won't leave me alone. I know that he is the father. And I'd never cut him off. But I just don't know what to do," she said.

Hannah looked to her and smiled.  "I know it's hard. I get that you're scared. But it will be okay. You are strong and you can do it. You don't need a man. Do you want me to talk to him?" She asked.

Lexi sighed. "I can handle it."

"I'll talk to him okay. Just don't let him get in your head," Hannah said as Lexi nodded.

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Lexi stood by cubicles. She looked to see Sam as he walked over. "Go away," she said.

Sam looked to her. "Setting Hannah on me are we?" He asked as he smirked.

Lexi rolled her eyes. "Don't be so dramatic. She offered. Look I am pregnant, yes. And it's your baby. But that's all it is. You need to stay away from me," she said.

"I can't as I love you," he said as she looked to him and sighed.

She took a step back. "If you don't, I'll make you. Leave me alone," Lexi said as she walked off.

Sam looked after her and sighed. He knew how things were. But little did he knew how far Lexi was about to go.