✔︎|Ddeonu (Sunsun ff)

second ending pt.1

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Sunghoon's Pov•••

I don't know how long it's been since he took me here. I lost all track of time after being locked in a dark room for so long.

At some points during the day, he would come into the room and beat me without reason. He wouldn't feed me either, so I was very weak.

Eventually, he let me come out of that dark room, but he made me clean his entire house.

I cleaned every room, all of the floors, walls, and windows. If I missed a spot, he's hurt me and throw me right back into that dark room.

He'd threaten to kill me a lot, but would never actually do it. He was too much of a pussy to do it.

I know he might do it at some point, with how bad he's beating me.

I never stopped thinking about how worried Sunoo must be.

I promised him I would text him when I got home, but I never made it back.

Mom must be worried out of her mind too.

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The bruises on my body only got worse.

If he found me unconscious on the floor from the lack of food and water, he'd kick or stomp me awake.

I'm pretty sure he broke something last time.

I haven't slept at all either. I would just lean against that wall and stare into space.

I've probably cried so much i've gotten dehydrated.

I keep thinking, if I had waited to go or would've gone when I needed to, would I be here right now?

If I had waited and gone Monday with Sunoo, would I be at home with him? Unscratched, no bruises, no possible broken bones, and safe?

Why does my own father hate me so much? Enough to fucking kidnap me and beat me? What did I even do?

Why didn't I just give in that day, and give Wonyoung a chance?

But if I did, I probably would've never met Sunoo. I would've never gotten to get to know him, or fall in love with him, and I would've never gotten to be his boyfriend. I wouldn't have gotten to do all of the things we've done.

I would've never felt so much love from a person.

I wonder how long it would take for them to move on if he really did kill me.

Would they ever find me?

What if they never find me?

I might just die of starvation if he doesn't kill me first.

I couldn't stop crying. It was coming to the point where there were almost no more tears left to shed.

Suddenly, the door opened.

"What the fuck are you in here crying about?" He asks, clearly very pissed.

"Fuck off.." I mumble.

He stomps towards me, and grabs my shirt collar.

"Today is not the day to be fucking with me Sunghoon, so shut the fuck up before I really kill you this time." He spat.

"Fuck.You.." I say.

I guess that really set him off.

He threw me back against the wall, and started to beat me again, but this time it was much worse.

He mercilessly punched me. I swear I heard a crack, but I couldn't tell who it came from.

He then got up and started to nonstop kick me everywhere. Repeatedly kicking my stomach, my arms, my legs, everywhere.

I started to cough up blood, choking on it as he continued to kick me.

"I told you to shut the fuck up or I'd kill you, and now look at where you are." He says.

He picked me back up by my bloodied shirt collar and got a few punches to my face.

I got a sudden urge to fight back.

It was very painful, but I got my arm up and managed to land a punch on his cheek.

He held his cheek, staring into my eyes with so much rage.

That gave me a second, but not before he was back on top of me.

He punched and punched. I swear he knocked out a tooth.

Then, I felt his hands go to my neck.

Panic started to rise in my body.

He just stared at me with this, terrifying look on his face.

Little by little, he started to put pressure on my neck.

My arms wearing clung onto his, trying to get him to stop.

His grip on my neck got tighter and tighter by the second.

I panicked even more, not being able to breathe.

I tried to punch and kick, but my arms were too weak and he had my legs trapped under his big body. He wouldn't budge.

I felt myself cry again, choking in my tears.

Is he really going to kill me? His own son?

I could feel myself slipping away.

This can't really be it.

I cant leave Mom.

I cant leave Sunoo.

I cant leave my friends.

My whole body felt limp. My arms slipped off of his arms, giving up.

Then, everything went black.

My fathers face was the last thing I would see.

I don't feel the pressure around my neck anymroe.

I don't feel my bruised and broken arms.

I don't feel my beaten legs.

I don't feel the pain in my stomach.

I don't feel the pain on my face.

I don't feel anything.

"I love you, Kim Sunoo."