Briana Perez aka Briana Marie has been in the spotlight since she was thirteen years old, and that has caused her to be very wise beyond her years. One night while on break from filming her show she has a chance encounter with a certain boy band mem...
"Donnie? Please tell me, is London ok?" I say groggy
"I'll leave you two alone, I'll be back later." Norman says walking out of the room with his head down not being able to look at me as Donnie walks towards me and sits in the chair next to me. He grabs my hand and looks down.
"Briana, I don't know how to tell you this." He says still looking down as I begin to sob, I don't want him to say it, please don't say it. "London's gone, Brie. I'm so sorry. It's not your fault babygirl, I'm so sorry."
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"NOOOOO!!! Nooo it's can't be, no not our baby. Our baby was fine, no." I shout as Donnie gets up from the chair and hold me tight as I cry into him as he cries on my shoulder.
Donnie and I held each other and cried our eyes out together, mourning London. Hours passed and he was doing his best to console me as I too was rubbing his back as he was saying, "our baby's gone" trying to console him.
The next day
After Dr. Andrew checked me and cleared me to go home Donnie and I were still at my hospital bed debating on whether we should know London's gender. We decided we would do it privately at our house when we're ready, and to be honest I don't think I ever will be.
When we arrived at my apartment, Aurora was there making dinner, Norman was also there along with Donnie's mom Alma.
As thankful as I am the most important people in our lives are here for us when we need them the most, all I wanna do is shower, change PJs, and sleep forever.
I did greet everyone and told them "thank you for being here" but then I went to my room, Donnie following me
"I'll be ok eventually but right now I want to be alone." I say getting PJs from my dresser
"I know you will, but I want to be alone with you if that's ok with you?" He asked as he sits on my bed
"That's fine, we need to grieve together." I say looking at him just then something caught my eye on the floor, a small blood spot.
I went up to it, sat in the floor, and as gross as it sounds and without thinking I tried to rub it away with my hand crying as I did so.
Donnie noticed and tried to pull me away to stop, but I just started crying harder causing everyone to run into the room. They saw my hand and the carpet, and put two and two together before trying to help Donnie calm me down as Donnie was also about to breakdown.
Aurora, grabbed my arms, moved them behind my back and wrapped her arm across my torso moving me into the bathroom as Norman and Alma took Donnie out of the room.
As I sat on the toilet, Aurora began to get my shower ready and confessed she washed my sheets and forgot to clean that spot out. She was also crying as she was blaming herself for my outbreak.
