My father (Sasunaru 🌚🌞) [Completed]

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Soon the fights we usually had died. There was reason. After the chuunin exam he started to became distant from me. He stopped looking at me with the same eyes from before. His eyes became more cold and distant. I was surprised to hear that one day he was dating Sakura. It was proved when I saw her clinging to his arm when she was kissing his cheek infront of some girls, probably his fangirls. It was all I need to remind myself that he wasn't interested in me. It was the second time I felt empty. That day I spent my day near Sayuri's grave. When I left the soil was completely wet because of my tears. After that when ever we meet up she won't allow us to speak. She would drag him away. So we stopped our small fights. I started to spent my time on trees while those two were experiencing their youth to it's fullest. Even though I would accidently catch that sometimes he would glance at me even if she was with him. If I turn to him he would look at her. So I expected that he was playing around with me. Our days as genin was so boring. But we didn't spend many days after chuunin exam, because he left the village for power. When Shikamaru told me that he was left I was shocked. Wasn't he and Sakura happy all time I saw them? At least that's what I try to convince myself. He doesn't get irritated or angry when she apparently suck on him like a leach. But if he would see me even a mile far he would get angry and all fired up. Still Sayu told that only lovers fight each other. Damn her and her lessons. Why did I even listen to her? Anyway I was even more surprised when I heard that he left even if Sakura begged him to stay or she will go with him. Well who want a leach with them every time moreover her screams are like rubbing a stone on a rock. Not that mine is better. But I learned to be more quite after Sasuke and Sakura started dating. He might have that much influence on me. Whatever. So I was forced to go to retreat him since my so called team mate begged and cried infront of me. I was sure she would be blaming herself to appear that vulnerable infront of me. So as to not be a bad guy I went with Choji, Kiba, Neji and leader Shikamaru . And at last I was left to deal with Sasuke. Out of the desperation to not lose another friend of mine and my crush I told him about my feelings that day. He was frozen a while but after he rejected me with the most hurtful way. Moreover he tried to kill. Thanks to Kurama I was saved from death. But still he attacked me. He told me that he only saw me as a friend and if he kill me, his friend as in his way, he could attain the power to kill his brother. He choose revenge over everything. That time I wonder whether Sayu would decide to kill the murderer or will she let it be. By my experience I think that she would be grateful for him to save her from this hell. I still wish to die with her. I also want to escape from reality. But having a beast inside you will not make things easy. From that day I despite him. Now even his name is enough to make me angry. Because after I returned home by soaking in blood his so called girl friend blamed me for not saving him. If she wanted him why ask me? Why didn't she went instead and have a big hole in her chest? I was sure if I was an normal man I would have died a long time ago. Well having a beast have a good side also. After the discharge I was treated even miserabily. She told every village that I tried to kill her Sasuke. Well being the idiots they believed her. Well what to say since her parents have a high place in village and I was their monster. Every one would believe the highers. When the attacks became worst baa-chan send me with pervy-sage for training. Since a group called Akatsuki was on the way to catch tailed beasts I had to. After the training I returned to the hell aka my birth place. I don't know why but since I reached Sakura was acting weird. She always hang out with me, buys ramen for me or stuffs like that. I didn't thought too much about it. But soon I got the answers....