She moved her body around a bit, then looked behind me, 'Shit.. We should probably like lock the door.' I nod as she walks over to quickly lock the door.
As she walked back she kind of stood awkwardly at the end of the bed, fiddling with her fingers. 'Um. Do you know what we're supposed to do..?' I get up and nod, 'For the most part. I mean we could start off like with the whole making out thing and then.. We could go from there?' she inhales sharply, nodding. 'Yeah we could do that.' Y/N then sits on the edge of the bed. After a few seconds of looking at her pretty face I cup her cheeks and bring her lips right up to mine, 'If you want me to stop sweetie just tell me, okay?' she nodded, 'Okay.' and she leant forward ever so slightly so her lips were touching mine.
I had Y/N pinned to the bed, moaning slightly as I slowly kissed down her neck. My left hand was on her shoulder and my right was on the side of her upper body, slowly trailing down to her shorts, I stop for a second, waiting for her to give me permission, she hesitates, 'Can we just do this please? I don't think I'm ready for anything else right now..' I notice she looks like she feels guilty. 'Yeah of course sweetie.' I cup her face and her gaze turns towards me, 'Y'know you shouldn't feel bad for not being ready yet. I love you Y/N.' she nods. 'I love you too Lars. I dunno though I guess I just feel bad for starting something and then pussying out last minute.' I shake my head, 'Sweetie it's completely fine. I promise.' I grab her hands and kiss the tip of her nose softly.
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Help this was so awkward to write 🙏🙏
