As we all get ready to go into the car to get to the party Cliff taps my shoulder, urging me to turn around. 'Hey Y/N, if you ever need anything wether it be a spare cig or some help with the noise I'll always be there for ya. Remember that.' And before I could say anything he patted me on the shoulder and walked to the front of the car, where he sat in the passenger seat.
I sat in the car, squished between Lars and Kirk. They were both wearing band shirts with some bracelets and rings. Lars was wearing leather pants to match with my leather skirt and the ruby necklace I got for him when we were 18. I slowly took the necklace in my hands and inspect it. After looking at the elegant color I remove my hands from their place and lower them to my lap where Lars took them in his. We shared a small smile and giggled childishly.
<Later>
Lars and I were watching TikToks on his phone, we each had an AirPod and were giggling like crazy, James occasionally looked back at us but then Cliff yelled at him to keep his eyes on the road.
For a while I end up looking at Lars' face, paying attention to every detail. He smiled and chuckled, 'Hi.' I smiled back. 'Hello. You're pretty—' I got interrupted by Lars looking behind me and whispering 'Fuck off Kirk.'. I look down at my hands and chew on my lip, 'Sorry sweetie. Thank you though.' he smiled warmly and pecked my forehead. I smiled back, leaning my head on his shoulder.
Lars' PoV
As we got to the party you could hear music blasting extremely loudly, I looked beside me to see a Y/N holding her head, absolutely dreading the idea of entering a noisy space. I put my hand on her back, 'Sweetie would you like to borrow my earplugs? They might help.' I whisper to her, everybody else exiting the car. She looks over at me, tears welling up in her eyes. Y/N nods and thanks me as I pass her my earplugs from in my pocket. I always bring them with me just in case.
I got out of the car, holding the car door open for Y/N and holding her hand as she got out. I closed the door and we walked up to the house, Y/N had tightened her grip on my arm so as we entered the house I led her to the furthest place from the noise — Which was in a bedroom all the way at the back of the house. 'Um. Do you just wanna hang out around here or..?' I ask, opening the door to see two women fighting, suprisingly quietly. I turn on my heels immediately and Y/N continues to stare at the two who were hurting eachother in all kinds of ways. I turn her around by her shoulders and we begin to walk outside.
I think to myself, What were those girls fighting about..? I sigh and shake my head, trying not to worry about it. Y/N finds a small area behind the shed, 'Lars we can sit over here!' she says, smiling. I smile back and walk up to her, sitting down on the dry grass. She sits down next to me and pulls out a cigarette, lighter and her phone out of her bag. I watch as she places the cigarette between her slightly pink tinted lips and ignites the end of it, she inhales, holds the cigarette with two fingers and exhales, a small cloud of smoke slowly spreads into the air. She huddles up next to me and picks up her phone, taking a selfie of the two of us. We're both smiling in the photo, after it's taken I pick on my appearance. I don't like how I look in photos but I mean Y/N says otherwise.
'Literally what do you mean— You're so.. Fuck..' Y/N pinches the bridge of her nose, trying to think. 'You're perfect what the fuck.' She finishes, I smile and poke her cheek, earning a smile back. 'You are. I'm being serious.' She looks at me with a cold expression, later poking her tongue out and laughing. 'You are aswell!' I say, laughing aswell. Y/N makes a 'Wheee' noise and lays down on the grass beside me on her stomach. She rolls over to lay on her back and looks at me. She yawns and holds her arms out, I lay down aswell, resting my head on her stomach. She wraps her arms around me and we sit in silence for a while, just listening to the distant chatter and music coming from the house. Usually I would be super worried about making my clothes and hair look weird but things felt different with Y/N. I don't worry about what I usually worry about. She puts my mind at ease.
Y/N's PoV
I smile to the sky that was now going dark, I had Lars resting his head on my stomach, seemingly comfortable as he hadn't moved an inch. I loved him so much, he was my everything. Always had been, but now it was much more than just a friendship between us.
I poked his shoulder a couple of times, urging him to look up at me, 'Yes sweetie?' he had so much patience with me and I'll forever be grateful for that. 'Do you wanna go inside and get a drink?' I asked, I was getting thirsty and kind of bored dispite enjoying laying around with him. He nodded and got up, holding out his hand for me to hold onto, 'Whatever you want, sweetheart.' I smiled and held his hand as we walked inside and towards the kitchen. I loved the way he talked to me. It was like I was the most special person to ever exist. He might even say that, if anyone were to ask.
I sat on the island in the kitchen as Lars got us both beers, I grabbed one out of his hand, thanking him. Suddenly I felt a tap on my knee, looking down I see my legs are slightly open, 'Oh.' I mumble, quickly closing my legs. Lars smiles and kisses the tip of my nose, 'So. How are you enjoying tonight?' he asked me, taking a sip of his beer. 'It's been fun so far. I liked laying on the grass with you.' I smiled, fiddling with the bottle in my hands. He smiled back, 'Thats good. How's the noise been treating ya?' I nodded, 'Not bad. I've gotten used to it, plus the earplugs you gave me help a lot.' Lars took my hands in his and smiled widely, 'I'm glad I could help. I love you Y/N.' I look down at our hands. 'I love you too.'
