There Obsession

chapter 12-Tanya

It was so nice being in a real school but I felt overwhelmed  by being  surrounded  by gaurds  hired by my dad and watched like a hawk by Maria  and although i know they meant  well and were just protective   of me   I felt  suffocated  Gemma and Jenna  had left straight  after there shift with me so they could rest  and after drilling me about  not being  safe enough  even Maria had knocked out.

I was finally  alone apart from Aanya  in my  mind  constantly  but even she was  being  quiet  today I opened the balcony  and looked over the  academy  garden  appreciating  how   the moon reflected in the  lake  I also loved hearing sirens  singing  the song of night .

The melody  was great and I  felt at peace  because all my overwhelming  feelings   dissappeared   i wished to enter the  garden  but since I was in my  room and   I had gaurds stationed outside my room I felt there was no way to leave my room .

Then I remembered  the locket  given by margerite  mum  she told me it was a transportation  necklace  and I could use it when I needed space.

I held onto the necklace  and said garden   i closed my eyes and  the next thing I felt was  the night breeze on my skin this garden was bigger then my garden at both my  homes  and although  i hadn't  been to any school  my entire life  i understood this much that it was because  of the many students attending  this academy.

I took out a diary  and began writing  my thoughts and  feeling

"Dear Diary

I attended  my first  ever magical academy   and  while touring it with mother  margerite  I found out how  beautiful  it really   is.

As usual   I couldn't  go anywhere  without  gaurds  flocking  to me  I also got in  trouble with Maria for playing with a golden labrador  I don't no why   she was going  mad and calling it a shifting  hell hound.

But I didn't believe  her  until I remembered  we were in Nomed De Lune at an academy  called De Lleh Academy "

I stopped writing when I heard panting  and  when I  looked i spotted   Cindy  the   labrador  she sat by my side  and   I pet her  lovingly  until  I heard her growl  I turned to look and spotted uncle Jerome my shocked face in seeing him   must have showed   and he looked  down and said

"Hey kiddo  sorry  I know your  fed-up of being gaurded  constantly  but please don't be too mad  your dad  aka my brother Eric  really cares for you and  is afraid everyday  that    he might lose   you again "

"I do understand that  he cares dear uncle but  I also need  some space   and I love daddy  don't get me wrong  but I don't need  500  gaurds  around me   I want to experience  life not remained  sheltered  and  its not like I won't have  protection  I have aanya   shes the only protection  I need   along with  Maria  i just wish I could tell daddy  without hurting  his feelings"

"You already  did  baby girl  "

I looked up to see daddy next to me  he looked sheepish and explained  how mother threatened  to castrate  him if he continued  to spy on me  I giggled  and hugged daddy   telling him I love him  and not  to feel  bad .

Daddy  apologised   for being too much and promised to be lenient on the protection  from now on,   Cindy left me alone  after two hours and by the next morning  many of the gaurds weren't around I felt happy  when I had less gaurds around  and I finally  looked forwards to school.

Today I got to meet my form tutor called Mrs Miller  she was kind and stern in class we introduced ourselves  and since I had never been school  I got super nervous  and stumbled over my words but since  Maria  was in  my class  she gave me strength  I told them my name  and   how  I  looked forward to a new school  and new freinds  after that I took my seat.

We had an easy lesson  and  since we were all  new  we had a lesson on getting to  know  each other  i told everyone  my name  but never told them I was a princess  I just said my parents  were rich  and my father  was very overprotective  hence why I had many gaurds  yesterday  it was true   technically  daddy was  rich and protective  so u didn't lie per se.

Anyway after classes we went to the break hall where Maria told me to take a seat i took a seat  and  my freinds  Gemma and Jenna  who were my help  but I made them my freinds and got them enrolled  here  they sat with me  and we were talking   both girls had a habit  of calling me  my lady or your highness  and I didn't want to be the source of unwanted  attention  so I kept telling them  to call me  Tanya.

But it was  ingrained in there minds to  call me my lady  In the end I kept trying until they finally  cracked  and began calling me  Tanya while we sat there  Gemma  gave me my vitamins  and I took  it the vitamin was   magic  so  it helped suppress  some of my   symptoms   we talked  a while untill  four girls came  to our table.

Instantly  I felt the air change   and I began to feel clammy  I would've  thrown  up  but the air  went back to normal  and  thats  when the trouble  began.