Love hasn't always been my thing, for 19 years I've never really been in a stable relationship where we both excessively love each other, no matter how much I desired to experience this so called "love."
Maybe I'm not really a person deserving of love, maybe I'm just not the type of person someone falls in love with. That's what I was begining to think, to believe.
Until this one evening. It all happened so sudden, so randomly, it was unexpected at all.
There I was sitting at the comfort of my sofa scrolling through social media, scrolling through instagram stories to be exact, then my eyes caught a sight of an angel... it wasn't a long video she posted of herself dancing so it was more like I caught a climpse of the angelic face.
But I could just tell that this woman is fucking beautiful, and her body, God her body, it was so magnificent, way too sexy.
I just knew I had to try my luck and message her and hopefully she'd respond back but before doing that I had to see her face properly so I clicked on her profile, it was empy, she hadn't posted anything of herself nor anything else.
"Fuck" I said to myself.
"What if she doesn't respond?" I questioned myself
But that was just me procrastinating, I tend to do that a lot, but no matter how much I contemplated on the matter I just knew I'm definitely going to have to message her at some point, because she had my heart somehow, a person I've never even said a word to, had my heart.
Fuck, I said to myself again.
I clicked on the message option from her profile... I thought carefully what my first message would be, it had to be unique, something that would grab her attention, then it came to my mind...
"Wow can I just say... you're so gorgeous!"
Then waited praying she responds to my message.
After a good 1 hour and some few minutes I saw a notification appear from the top of my phone as I was typing down a poem, it's from her.
Wtf. She really responded.
The calmess I felt from my heart was so satisfying. That sense of relief.
"Thank youu!😅💗💗"
God the way she responded, those hearts, my mind was going wild!
I felt the butterflies develop in my stomach.I was in a state of euphoria. That response gave me hope.
Then I responded back, I had to play it chill though, make sure she doesn't realise how excited she just made me so that she doesn't think I'm some kind of psychopath desperate for love or something. But no one said I can't be a bit funny in the process right, girls love that.
"My pleasure"
"So do you have a boyfriend or are we going to have to do this under carpet?"
"I'm joking."
I said it as a joke just to tease her but deep down I was curious to see what her response was going to be.
That response was going to give me a bit of a clue just what kind of a person I'm dealing with here, and just how much my chances really are.
"Better be. Damn.😅"
Well that response made one thing clear to me. She had a boyfriend, of course she did she's so freaking gorgeous, it would've actually surprised me if she had said she doesn't have a boyfriend.
But no harm in hoping...AUTHOR'S NOTE:
I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of my story there's still more coming, I'll try publishing as often as I can with the second chapter expected to drop later tonight. Thank you.
YOU ARE READING
Beauty Of Love
RomanceTwo strangers meet online and start talking to each other for months and ended up falling in love but later the boy found out that he has a heart disease and that he has less than 15 years left to live so he started avoiding the girl so that he can...