Beauty Of Love

CRUSHING REALITY

Larisa's pov

"Where is Kyle has he left already?" Emily asked still in her PJs.

"Yep, you were sill sleeping," I responded.

"Ughh, but I wanted to say goodbye," she said displaying sad emotions.

Poor Emily... She really does love Kyle it was like having another big brother to her.

"Don't worry, I'll tell him to come visit again soon."
That seemed to cheer her up a little, you could tell from her cute little face as she smiled a little making her way back to our bedroom to change up. Me and her shared the same bedroom, and I didn't mind it at all.

My mom and dad had aready left for church and my brother also wasn't around. He always goes out I have no freaking idea where he went maybe to his friends or something...
So I was left to babysit Emily not that I minded, I had nothing to do but spend the whole day with Emily and Nova that's pretty much how my sundays usually are.

Knock
Knock
Knock

Emily stood up to get the door while I sat on the couch on my phone, I wasn't expecting anyone.

"Heyy, is Larisa here?"

I heard the faint voice from a distance. I knew that voice it's definitely Silvia.

"Yes she's here," Emily responded.

"Heyy, how is are you doing?" Silvia and Alice greeted me at the same time coming closer to the couch I was seated on.

"Heyy," I said with a smile. "What are you guys doing here?" I asked.

"Well isn't it obvious? We know your boyfriend slept here last night so do tell, how'd go did your parents like him?" Alice asked with enthusiasm.

Of course they'd want to know everything, I told them last night that Kyle's sleeping over and left it like that, I couldn't say any more I was too tired and the sex with him was just to amazing I wanted to sleep immediately so I could find myself awake again and see him again.

"Ahh relax would you," I said while giggling.

"We did something crazy last night, we ha-" I suddenly stopped remembering Emily is there watching cartoons, she definitely doesn't need to hear what I was about to say.

We went to my room and I told them everything, and I mean everything and without realising I mentioned "love" somewhere in the conversation.

I immediately kept quiet as I stared at Alice and Silvia who were both in shock by the word I just uttered, but I wasn't ashamed, I didn't regret saying it, Kyle is the first boy to make me feel the way I felt, he showed me love and he made sure I do feel loved by him, everytime I was with him everything seemed perfect, he made me feel like I could fly, he made me forget about all my insecurities, from the moment after our first date I could feel myself falling in love with him, and now, now I'm completely deep in love with him, head over heals in love with him, and I loved it, he is definitely the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. He could ask for my hand in marriage and without a doubt I'd agree.

"Did you just say love?" they both said simultaneously in amusement.

I couldn't help but laugh at how they said that at the same time and how they sounded saying it.

I made it clear to them. "Yes, I love him." I declared.

After talking a little more about my love life we went back downstairs to the dining room.

After about two hours of chatting and laughing they both left and I went to my instagram to scroll through and see what's new.

But suddenly I found myself starring into deep space, I remembered what Kyle had told me at the park and suddenly reality sank in, the love of my life only has a few years to live, the person I want to spend the rest of my life with wouldn't be in my life for that long, the only person who made me feel what love is like was gonna leave me soon.

The pain was too much I couldn't help but shed a tear. All this time I've been focused on the positives that I forgot the sad reality of what was happening. And when that reality hit me, it hit me hard.

I quickly wiped the tear off my cheek and put on more of a jolly expression so Emily wouldn't see me.

"Hey," I messaged Kyle.

I desired to call him and hear his voice but I didn't want him to hear my voice, he'd tell that I'm not okay and I didn't wish for him to stress about me, he already has alot to worry about.

He was offline.

My brother came back from wherever he came from and sat down on the couch to watch tv and Emily was bathing.

"So when's your boyfriend coming back again?" He asked.

"I'm not sure when seems like you all loved him huh? Anyways I gotta head out for a bit I'll be back soon." I said making my way to the door.

I just had to head out for a walk and get some fresh air, thinking about how I might lose Kyle soon crushed my spirit, so I took a walk to clear my mind or think properly I don't really know, then went to chill a bit at the park and smoked my vape as it seemed to be quite and chilled.
I saw Jax passing by with his friend James and some other pretty short girl I didn't know. Bitch. I'm so glad I broke up with him.

It was begining to become a bit dark so I made my way back home.

"Larisa," I heard a familiar voice sound at the back of me as I was walking home.

I stopped and turned my head to see the sight of this bastard. Sigh

"What do you want," I asked in a voice that showed that I jad no interest speaking to him.

He kept quiet. "What do you want Jax?" I asked again sounding more annoyed.

"Did you really just forget about me or something? You didn't even bother looking at me ealier when I was passing."

"What," I said confused. What the fuck is this idiot talking about, I questioned myself.

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Sorry for taking too long to update I've just been doing some stuff and also I've completed the other story I was writing you can go read it now and let me know what you think. I'll try publishing another chaper of this soon :)