you could be the one

I told you

Jordan. Leahs ex. I feel a pit in my stomach as I follow Leahs eyes directly on her as she walks in. Her grip has loosend round my waist like she's about to go and run and hug Jordan. I feel sick and dizzy all of a sudden. Without saying a word I run to the bathroom. Crying. I never cry. Why has this girl suddenly turned my world so differently, this is why relationships don't work with me, but I still thought I'd try. I said Leah was differnt and she was the one and she is. But am I the one for her?.

My makeup is running down my face and I need to fix it before anyone notices. The bathroom is empty and dosent seem like many people come in here so I go the mirror and attempt to fix the makeup. Suddenly the door swings open with full force and a worried Leah comes running in. Her arms are thrown round me and she nearly suffocates me with how tightly she had me. "Oh my god Liv, I found you, I thought you left and then Esme said you might be in here" She was crying nearly. "why are you crying sweetheart?". This girl has me wrapped round her finger. Yet I can't tell her why I'm crying she might think I'm obsessive.

Instead I change the subject slightly, " Jordans here isn't she" I say trying to sound like I don't care but you could hear the jelosuly and anxious tone of my voice straight away. Leah saw right through me, " Liv i told your the one, I'll go kiss you infront of her right now, I'll clear the dance floor and play taylor swift jsut for you and dance with you. i told you, you are the one I want and I told you I love you" Her words reassure me and once my makeup is looking neat again we exit and head to the bar.

"OLIVIAAAAAAA" oh my god that voice, Ella is here. My face lights up as I run up and hug my best freind. I look around a bit puzzled wondering where Joe was. "Joe couldn't come so I brought less as my plus one". That answers my confsued state. Now it's her turn to be puzzled. "Can I speak to you alone?" she asks and I nod. "So Leah and you? you look pretty okay with each other and your her plus one?" I smile at how worried and confused she is. "Well maybe you need alot of updating" I shrug and grin. I look over at leah whose talking to Katie and Rue. I take a few more shots from the bar and grab Ella's attention. Butterflies in my stomach I pace up to Leah and throw my arms round her neck, "I told you love you too" and I place a kiss on her. Cameras flash and people stare but we didn't care.

We break free of one another not being able to get enough and smile. I head back to Ella who has met up with less again and seen the whole thing. "What the fuck Liv" Less is surprised and then brings me into a hug. "My girl has got a girl!" she shouts and orders more shots and drinks. After about 40 minutes my head is spinning and words slurred, laughing at every little comment we made. Our little trio will forever be the funniest.

I have one final thing to do while I'm not backed out and I stumble my way to the Dj. After repeating myself about 10 times the Dj finally understands me and plays Taylor swift. I look around for Leah but can not spot her. Panic falls as I realise Jordan isn't in the room either. I run up to Daly and ask and she says she thinks Jordan is outside with Leah. Rage takes over my body as all those I told yous were lies. Pushing past people I storm thru the doors and start to raise my voice, "JORDAN WILL YOU JUST FUCK OR AND LEAVE HER ALONE". This grabs alot of attention and Leah shoots up and pushes me away. Pushes me away?. "Your drunk get inside" Jordans laughing. "WHY THE FUCK ARE YA LAUGHING". Jordan gets up and walks away and tells Leah thankyou. Thank you for what ?