why were you so fucking patient with him but not with me? why am i always the villian? you're supposed to be my mother, then why? why did you always excluded me? why did you treated me like shit and then do like if nothing happens? i hate that, i know I'm a shit, but i try, it's not my fault being like this, this is who i am, and I'm exactly like him, but i try to change, i really try but you throw all my effort away like trash. and there you are, forgiving him, but not me.
