Isn't it frustrating that we tend to have a longing towards things which others have? Well to me it's infuriating even.
We are supposed to be happy with the things others have when they tell us about happy things of their lives, we are supposed to be genuine and reflect their joy—even though we do—but there is this feeling called longing in our hearts that crave for those things or feelings which others have!
To me it feels like I'm cheating with them or breaking their trust. Like they have shared their joy with us and what we are doing longing for those things which they have?
Like a friend is having her happy lovey dovey marriage, which is so genuine that it makes us heave a dreamy sigh. It makes us like to have that moment of joy which that person has.
When we see someone with a good health with absolutely no health issues or anxiety or weakness that makes us want to have that.
Aren't we supposed to be happy with who we are? What we have? Be content with which situation crashes upon us?
We all say we are happy with what we have, but then we do those things and it feels like we are lying to us. The realisation hits us hard when we know actually believing in the things which we have and being happy in that is not a easy thing.
It is not easy to accept the health we have.
It is not easy to deal with our anxiety, weakness.
It is not easy making peace with our demons.
It is not easy pushing ourself with all the weakness.
But I think it is peaceful in realising the truth and accepting it altogether.
Peace out ❤
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AcakI open the door of this address, to built the praise castle of myself. Do I need to confirm it as a sarcasm, feel free to pat yourself if you've got it. Okay bye.
