ARRANGED TO CRUSH.(complete)

Hopes

Ishani's pov

 I feel numb ,out of words right now .

looking at Mihir who sitting front of me .more to my shock the person like me who think about doing handshake with some one 100 times .is letting him hold my hand

i was thinking ,trying to get things together in mind .

when i was unknown to his feelings i was hoping to just make him stay in life even as friend .

but his words right now were like reality check for me .

even i was bold and rebellious girl by nature but feeling of being left out among crowd, all time  feeling like second option got me hurt and insecure .

i fear that if guy like him deserve girl like me .

but looking at his eyes ,their is hope in my mind that things will change.

it was not even beginning that things are changing .for example this holding hands thing.

i see hope in my heart for change

hope for him

hope for me

hope for us 

hope for our happily ever after

hope for good days,good life(aache din aaye ge)

i found myself  responding to him "mihir ,i  am also happy with u and your family

i only fear that if am good enough or not .

but if u are ready to support me all time like this 

then i am more than happy to change myself for good .

even this make look selfish,but promise me that u will always be supportive for me ,i promise i will become best version of myself with u and your family"

with my answer i can see smile forming on his handsome face .

god ,such a killer smile .

before he could reply we heard mahi and sahil voice coming towards room .

not to give any wrong idea  to them he again took sit on bed.

even before he can tell me something this two come and inform us that we are called downstair .

i along with sahil move first while mahi and him come after us .

even we have good distance between us i can still feel his eye on me while he talk to mahi .

and by looking at her face i can tell she is asking him if it is yes from his side...god this girl got a no chill.

at living room 

when i got in living room i can see my mom giving me look that i have done something wrong.and i wonder what.

i smile at aunty who was already smiling at me and got on chair which sahil was sitting.

just them mihir enter the room along with mahi.

even i know it's yes from his side .i still fear for some reason.

i can see eye sharing contact between mishra family and them smiling at each other .

soon gracing mine and my parents heart with peace ,they declare it's yes from their side .

and being opportunist my parents quickly said yes.

ok but can't they even ask me once or just one look had been enough .it's hurt.

but i decided to focus on positive side and smile at mishra family . 

soon they  left for their house after deciding that my family will go to their house after 3 days for dinner and further decisions.

biding them bye i took a long breath and mentally prepare to get good hearing for mistake  that cause my mother to give me look.