ARRANGED TO CRUSH.(complete)

mission

it has been 2 months when i have been come here .

2 months of new life may be dream life .army always excite me ,and when i am living in it i feel like living in dreams.

yah better dream.

looking at my parents marriage i always fear marriages .that violence,that disrespect everything. 

i always find myself incapable of attachment.i always find this love relation romance ,babu ,sona ,lifeline ,pipeline overrated.

you can walk alone ,eat alone sometimes being alone gives you more time for yourself .

no waiting no sharing no sacrifice,no attachments everything .

then one person comes and break all your ideology,beliefs,insecurities all this cringe all this unreal things suddenly feel like real .

they show you another side of life which you have never seen.then you realise that if somebody are saying  this stuff ,writing on it then somebody must have experience it ,cause even imagination also come from hint of real life.

MIHIR is that person for me .

when i am working here , learning to handle my new job ,he was there to give me new motivation cheer up and support .

after tiring work his one random call makes everything ok.even through it is hard to call as i am on border i don't carry my phone everywhere,so he calls i am not there i call he is not there ,and if other one picks up there yessss.

so main way of our communication is whatsapp,instagram and snapchat.

apart from my dear fiance i am also trying to be fit as possible as cause i smell mission coming i am newbie this going to be all new and unpredictable for me.

 we suspect that they are going to either harm or stole our missionary trucks which will be passing by from arunachal pradesh headquarters to Meghalaya headquarters .

any type of harm to those trucks are going to be very huge lose to us and even worsts if they took any of things from this .

cause they will fucking attacks us with our own weapon.

we have received order from higher commands that this should be hidden between us no matter what ,we can't give idea go anybody that we are preparing ,we are aware .

and that anybody includes dear mihir also.

even through he is my fiance,an army officer same as me still no.

i literally got heart attack when he ask my shift timing for tomorrow ,then my time when i will be free ,i fear if spilled my beans there then he explained that his mother wants to speak with us together on video call .

i lied him telling i will be have 24 hrs duty ,so i will return at day after tomorrow to home .

every army person has to go from this atleast once in lifetime ,but i didn't thought that i will be going this soon like people it's been only 2 months .

ok ishani you can do it .

my chain of thoughts come to end with my collogue saif calling me .we were doing last preparation before heading towards quatars.

   MIHIR'S pov[]

2 months has been nothing but all new experience. 

If you think that only work army have to is on border.then it will be big lie .

cause office work is as important as border work.

imagine messing up you argument with other country then what will be result of your single words.

i feel that when some officers from maldives come from visit at our centre.

through i was new and still learning but i can see tension on seniors face .what i did is to help them as much as i can or say as much as i am allowed.

one thing that i learnt from army that you can to seek permission for every and any thing if it is out of your rights.

in that all pressure one thing that help me is the one and only ISHANI.

my woman have ability to sense my mood even from voice.

i thought she needs time to accept this relation .

she may be not on same page as me.

but how wrong i was .

cause her method of showing her commitment is different .

i think all women are same.there love language is care,pampering like child.act of service.

i clearly remember that day,

flashback 

M:hii so how was the day .

ishani frown hearing his voice .

cause his voice sound to tried and somehow different from daily voice.

but nothing less she continued conversation.

I:"good ,how are you mihir"

m:"are very good ,my day was fantastic.

I:"first of all ,i didn't asked about your day and you are lier."

M:"are when did i lie ."

I:" mihir i know something is going on in your mind .that why you are answering absent mindly ."

M:"are nothing like that "

I:"mihirrr....." she said sternly.

Hearing her stern voice he decided to tell her everything.

upon that ishani replied ,"mihir may be you don't realise this but always well enough in everything you do .you have been good in every roll you played ,and i bet you are good as officer also .don't stress yourself too much ."

M:"am i good as your fiance also ?",mihir asked finally feeling better and returning in his playful mood .

I:"hmmm i need to think,"ishani said playfully.

M:"achha ji ......" 

flashback end

but i feel like now it's my time to worry about her.

she sounds different . and  surely my wife is more mastered in game of hiding her emotions.

ok i have decided something for both of us .

like i can't stand her being stress .i like ishani who is more stress free like she was on evening when i  gifted her necklace .and that flower ,god she surely knows to make heart skip beats.

people says once you get to know person who you have crush ,your crush start fading away.

but i can't say it is same about us ,my crush had turn into liking long back ago.

are we in serious relationship ?of course we are .

and this relationship fully give me freedom and right to protect,to nurture ,to provide,to listen,to help and to love her as much i wants .

so my dear wifey here i come...........

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sorry for delay there was marriage at home .

till next.

some action coming up.

dude they are army officers thoda action thoh banta hai.

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