cigarettes out the window

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I got out of the airport looking for a taxi. Finally I can start a new life with no constant screaming and fighting, no flying objects and no more crying before falling asleep. I'm free. I smile at that thought.

After saying the address to the driver I put on my headphones to listen to some music. While listening to icp i text my cousin, Georg. it's been almost a decade since I last saw him and his band. I've always been close to Gustav more cause the twins were kinda intimidating, lmao.

«Miss, we're here» the driver informed me. I thanked him while giving him the money. I then grabbed my suitcase and wave him goodbye.

I look at the tall building "so this is where they live now? fancy" I rang on the intercom and wait for someone to answer.

«Hallo? wer bist du?» a deep voice asked.
«ich bin y/n» after saying that the door opens. I get into the lift and press the 15th floor. After arriving i knocked on the door and waited.

I hear voices on the other side, screaming and laughing and i laugh too when i hear Georg's voice saying "hurensohn".
The door finally opens and there's my big cousin pushing the other three into the living room.

"hallo y/n! it's been so long" he said with open arms. I hugged him and he hugged back. The others were watching and after hugging my cousin i ran to gustav and give him one two.

«Gustav! I missed you so much. You look great dude»
he pulled away «i missed you too! and thanks. you got prettier too»
«Aww danke!»

after hugging the twins I turned to Georg who already took my suitcase to my new room. I followed him and see where my room is.

«your bedroom is going to be next toms so your going to hear him play at like 3 am, sorry» he informed.
«it's ok i don't care» he put my stuff next to my bed and close the door.

«so tell me» he sat on the bed «your parents know that your here?» he asked
«not really. i just grabbed my things, told them that i was not going to return and yeah, that's pretty much how it went»
I explained while shrugging. He looks at me like I was crazy or said something weird and then he suddenly stood up.
«i'll go make some tea, make yourself home»
I smiled and thanked him.

I sigh and lay on the bed. I look at the time and see that it's only 8:35 pm. I explored my room but got tired after a few minutes so I decided to explore the apartment.
The bathroom was cool and it had a bathtub that could trasforma into a hydro massage. The kitchen was right next to the living room and finally there was the balcony.

I grabbed my pack of winston blue, took a cigarette, put it in my mouth and lit it with my favourite clipper. Suddenly i heard the door of the balcony being opened, i turned around and saw Tom.

«hey» he said
«hey» i said back

he is now next to me grabbing his own pack of cigs, malboro red, disgusting.

«shit i lost my lighter»
I looked at him while he searched for his lighter and after a few seconds I hand him mine. He smiled at me, but it looked more like a smirk, and it kinda made me blush.
«thanks sweetie» he says
i blush even more.
«no problem» i answered casually.
«your visit was kinda unexpected, youknow?» he suddenly said.
«oh? does it bother you?»
«not really. it's a little tiring living with only dudes and no chicks around»
"yeah, like you never bring girls over" I thought to my self while rolling my eyes.
«what was that?»
oh shit he saw it.
«oh nothing»
i heard him say a small "ok".
ha, stupid.

Georg barged into us «dinner is ready, we ordered sushi today, y/ns favourite » he smiled at me and i smiled back
«danke georg»
«your welcome y/n»