cigarettes out the window

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I've been living with the boys for a few weeks now, almost a month, and every night me and Tom got closer to each other since we always smoke together. I start getting used to their routine; at 7:30 in the morning they go out, sometimes they return at 2pm or 4 pm, then stay at home for the rest of the day and sometimes Tom has some girls over.

Me and Tom are now in his room hanging out together. Im wearing a red plaid pj pants and a plain black shirt and he was still in his baggy jeans and a tank top

«I wan to eat» i say rolling on tom's bed
«you know what I want to eat?» He smirks
«what?»
«some chick's ass»
«you're disgusting»i say jokingly
«it's not like you never had sex before»

I stay quiet. He looks at me and after a few seconds a he realizezs, he starts laughing.

«OK SO YOU'RE TELLIMG ME THAT YOURE A VIRGIN?
«UHM, YEAH? I don't have a horny ass like you, plus shut the fuck up it's 2am» I roll my eyes and throw a pillow at him.
«sorry sorry, did you at least give your first kiss?»
«not even that, I'm pure as a baby»

He looked at me with eyes wide open while the corner of his mouth starts to curve. He stands up from his chair and walks over to me

«stand up»
he says with firm voice. i do as he said, looking on the floor so he doesn't see my red cheeks, Tom gets closer and suddenly used his index and middle finger to make me look up.
«so you never had sex nor your first kiss?»I nod quickly
«can i be your first?»
I look at him with wide eyes, speechless. «are you for real?!»
he laughs «yes I am. now, darling, answer me please or i'll take your silence as a yes»

I don't know what to do. I think about it, it's weird but not that weird, I mean he's hot and pretty handsome and yeah I had crush on him, but that was like 7 years ago-
my thoughts get interrupted by Tom; he gives me a quick kiss on the lips.

I blink once «you just kissed me» I blink again.
«no shit, you weren't answering, want me to do it again?» I nod

the kiss was sloppy at first, since it was my first time, but after a few seconds i get used to it. Without noticing i get on top of his lap and he put his hands on my hips. he pulls away.

«you want to fuck?» he then asks.
«no»
«come on» he tries to convince me.
«NO, this is already weird»
«what if we do it and never talk about it ever again?»
I think about it again...sounds good to me «fine,but be gentle»
and then he starts to kiss me again, this time rougher, I moan a little after feeling that hes already hard. he moves my hips so I can grind on him.

Suddenly he pushes me on the bed, got on top of me and took off my shirt, his eyes widened when he see my bare chest.
He squeezes my left tit, playing with my nipple, he starts to kiss my neck and my collar bones. he backs away a little to look at me
«you're so pretty» he whispers «you sure you want to do it?»
I shake my head yes
«use your words»
«mhm yes please » it was hard for me to talk since HE WAS SQUEEZING THE SHIT OUT OF MY BOOB.

the rest of the night was me trying not to scream cause this bitch wasn't gentle at all.