cigarettes out the window

10

How the fuck does she have my number

«hallo mom»
«where are you?» she doesn't even greet me, how sweet.
«do really think I'm going to tell you?»
«y/n I'm your mutter, you have to»
«why do you even care?!»
«why wouldn't I?!?» she raise her voice
«because you never cared about me. you never gave me attention, you only did when you needed help to fight dad»
«I will start from now, just come back. I..» moment of silence «..I need you»
«no. I'm tired of you and dad. I'm no longer gonna stay with you just because you can't fight on your own, and don't you dare call me selfish because I gave up my childhood and most of my teen years just for you. So bye, call me when you and dad are finally getting a divorce since tou clearly aren't made for each other» I hang up before she could even answer and sigh. That was intense.

—-

7:55 am. I've been laying on my bed for about half an hour. The others are apparently staying home today since I can hear Gustav and Bill screaming for I don't know what reason.

I finally decide to stand up and walk out of my room.
«good morning beautiful» Bill says as he passes by.
«morning»

I walk to the living room and see them all there. I sit next to gustav who was reading a magazine about idk what. The tv was on but no one was watching it.
«morning y/n» Gustav finally turns to me
«slept well?»
«mh yeah ig» I don't feel like talking about last night.
«that's good to know, you hungry? I can make you breakfast»
«no thanks »
he hums.

Tom was looking at me with a little frown. He sits next to me and grabs my hand.
«you sure you're alright? I heard you at the phone..» oh.
«i'm fine, just a little annoyed by my mom»
«I get it. I'm sorry»
I shrug and stay quiet. He puts his arm around my shoulders and I lean on him.

«just get together already» Georg says while taking off his headsets.
«yeah, it's not like it would change anything» Gustav states
«for real, you kiss, hold hands, cuddle, fuck, etc» Bill adds
«and you both like each other» Georg adds too.

I turn my head to him
«you like me?» I ask him
«no, do you like me?»
«no»
«ok then we shouldn't date each other» I say to him and the others. Georg has an eyebrow raised and bill is massaging his forehead
«you even have the same level of stupidity» Gustav says, which makes the other two laugh.

«oh fuck you guys» I stand up and walk to the bathroom. I shower and dress quickly; low waisted black shorts, a black tank top, a hot pink hoodie and my converse.

«I'm going out, anyone wanna come?» I ask, still drying my hair with a towel.
«where do you want to go?»Bill asks
«I wanted to go get a new piercing and maybe a tattoo»
«oh that's cool, do you have the money?» Georg's says
«no I was actually gonna ask you if you could give me a few bucks» He roll his eyes and gave me the money.
«thank you!» I jump and hug him.
«ok so who's coming??» I ask again.
«I'm going with you!» Tom states as he's putting on his cap.
«I'll come too, I want to get a new tatto too» Bill tags along
«ok then get ready»

—-

We arrive at the place. This is where my friends work. Back in germany I used to have a lot of friends who were, and still are, piercers and tattoo artist and they all came here in the USA a few years before me.

«Y/n!!» I turn around and see my..