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( Hey babes it's almost been two years since I wrote this book and I tried to reread it and it's fucking horrific. I'll try to edit it and maybe change or add somethings, trying to make it better since a lot of people still read it. )

The feeling of freedom takes over me as I step out of the airport, looking for a taxi. Finally I can start a new life with no constant screaming and fighting, no flying objects and no more crying before falling asleep. I'm free. I smile at that thought.

After giving the address to the driver I put on my headphones to listen to some music. While listening to Insane Clown Posse I text my cousin, Georg. it's been almost a decade since I last saw him and his band. I've always been closer to Gustav  cause the twins were kinda intimidating and I just felt uncomfortable, maybe they've changed.

«Miss, we're here» the driver informed me. I thanked him while giving him the money. I then grabbed my suitcase and wave him goodbye.

I look at the tall building "so this is where they live now? fancy" I rang on the intercom and wait for someone to answer.

«Hallo? wer bist du?» a deep voice asked.
«ich bin y/n» after saying that the door opens. I get into the lift and pressed the 15th floor. After arriving I knocked on the door and waited.

I hear voices on the other side, screaming and laughing and I can't help but laugh too when I hear Georg's saying "hurensohn".
The door finally opens and there's my big cousin pushing the other three into the living room.

"hallo y/n! it's been so long" he said with open arms. I hugged him and he hugged back. The others were watching and after hugging my cousin i ran to gustav and give him a hug two.

«Gustav! I missed you so much. You look great dude»

he pulled away «i missed you too! and thanks. you got prettier too»

«Thank you»

After greeting the twins I turned to Georg who already took my suitcase to my new room. I followed him and see where my room is. I step in and look around. It's spacious, a queen bed, a desk and a closet decorating the place.

«your bedroom is going to be next Tom's so your going to hear him play at like 3 am, sorry» he informed.

«it's ok I don't really care» he puts my stuff next to my bed and close the door.

«so tell me» he sat on the bed and I do the same «do your parents know that your here?» he asked

«not really. i just grabbed my things, told them that i was not going to come back and yeah, that's pretty much how it went»
I explained while shrugging. He looks at me with sympathetic eyes and pats my  back.

«I'm so sorry. I'll go make some tea, alright? Make yourself home»
I smiled and thanked him.

I sigh and lay on the bed. I look at the time and see that it's only 8:35 pm. I explored my room but got tired after a few minutes so I decided to explore the apartment.
The bathroom was cool and it had a bathtub that could transform into a jacuzzi. The kitchen was right next to the living room and finally there was the balcony.

I grabbed my pack of winston blue, took a cigarette, put it in my mouth and lit it with my favourite clipper, it had a marijuana leaf in it. Suddenly I heard the door of the balcony being opened, I turned around and saw Tom.

«hey» he said.

«hey» I said back.

he stood next to me, grabbing his own pack of cigs, malboro red, disgusting. Personally these cigs leave a terrible aftertaste.

«shit, I think I forgot my lighter» he mumbles.

I looked at him while he searched for his lighter and after a few seconds I handed him mine. He smiled at me, but it looked more like a smirk.

«thanks sweetie» he said.

Ew, don't call me that, I thought to myself «no problem» I answered casually.

«your visit was kinda unexpected, you know?» he suddenly said.

«oh? does it bother you?»

«not really. I was tired to live with only dudes and with no chicks around»

"yeah, like you never bring girls over" I thought to my self while rolling my eyes.

«what was that?»oh shit he saw it.

«oh nothing»

He nods and simply shrugs it off. I looked over my shoulder and saw Georg waking near the balcony.

My cousin walked outside «dinner is ready, we ordered sushi today, y/n's favourite » he smiled at me and I smiled back
«danke georg»

«your welcome y/n»

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