How the fuck does she have my number.
I take a deep breath «hallo mom»
«where are you?» she didn't even greet me, how sweet.
«do really think I'm going to tell you?»
«y/n I'm your mutter, you have to»
«why do you even care?!»
«why wouldn't I?!?» she raised her voice.
«because you never cared about me. you never gave me attention, you only did when you needed help to fight dad»
«I will start from now, just come back. I..» moment of silence «..I need you»
The feeling of guilt pang on chest, but I wasn't going to give in «No. I'm tired of you and dad. I'm no longer gonna stay with you just because you can't fight on your own, and don't you dare call me selfish because I gave up my childhood and most of my teenage years just for you. So bye, call me when you and dad are finally getting a divorce since you clearly aren't made for each other» I hung up before she could even answer and sigh. That was intense.
—-
7:55 am. I've been laying on my bed for about half an hour. The others were apparently staying home today since I could hear Gustav and Bill screaming for I don't know what reason.
I finally decided to stand up and walk out of my room.
«good morning beautiful» Bill says as he passed by.
«morning» I said back as I rubbed my eyes.
I walked to the living room and saw them all there. I sat next to gustav who was reading a magazine about I don't know what. The tv was on but no one was watching it.
«morning y/n» Gustav finally turned his head towards me «slept well?»
«mh yeah ig» I lied, I didn't feel like talking about last night.
«that's good to know, you hungry? I can make you breakfast»
«no thanks»he hummed.
Tom was looking at me with a little frown. He sat next to me and held my hand «you sure you're alright? I heard you at the phone..» oh.
«i'm fine, just a little annoyed at my mom»
«I get it. You sounded pretty pissed off, I'm sorry»
I shrug and stayed quiet. He put his arm around my shoulders and I leaned on him, it felt natural.
«just get together already» Georg spoke while taking off his headsets.
«yeah, it's not like it would change anything» Gustav stated.
«for real, you kiss, hold hands, cuddle, fuck, etc» Bill butted in.
«and you both like each other» Georg added too.
I turned my head to the dreaded boy «you like me?» I asked him,
«no, do you like me?»
«no»
«ok then we shouldn't date each other» I said to him and the others. Georg had an eyebrow raised and bill was massaging his forehead.
«you even have the same level of dumbness» Gustav commented which made the other two laugh.
«oh fuck you guys» I stood up and walked to the bathroom. I showered and dressed up quickly; low waisted black shorts, a black tank top, a hot pink hoodie and my converse.
«I'm going out, anyone wanna come?» I asked, still drying my hair with a towel.
«where do you want to go?»Bill questioned.
«I wanted to go get a new piercing and maybe a tattoo»
«oh that's cool, do you have the money?» Georg's says.
«no I was actually gonna ask you if you could give me a few bucks» He rolled his eyes and gave me the money «thank you!» I jumped and hugged him.
«ok so who's coming??» I asked again.
«I'm going with you!» Tom stated as he put on his cap.
«I'll come, I want to get a new tatto too» Bill tags along.
«ok then get ready»
—-
We arrived at the place. It was where my friend worked. Back in germany I used to have a lot of friends who were, and still are, piercers and tattoo artist and they all came here in the USA a few years before me.
«Y/n!!» I turned around and see my..
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