Night Changes (A dark One Direction Mafia story)

~ T W E N T Y - N I N E ~

*Louis' POV*

I followed Zayn up to the bedroom, hearing a bang behind the closed door. We rushed over to see what it was but when Zayn tried to open the door, it was locked.

"Luna are you in there? Luna open this door!" Zayn yelled.

"No! Leave me alone!" She roared from the other side.

"That's it. I'm breaking this door down Luna."

Zayn backed away from the door and then took one step towards it, kicking it in. We walked in and found Luna sitting down facing the opposite way in a pile of broken glass from a shattered mirror. She was cutting her wrists with a piece of broken glass. She turned her head to face us and started laughing as she continued harming herself.

"Luna baby, stop!" Zayn said rushing towards her.

She stood up quickly, raising her arm with a piece of glass, looking ready to stab. She ran her free hand over her face and started crying.

"it's okay Luna, put the glass down. You don't need to do this." I said slowly getting closer.

"What do you know Louis!? I never wanted fucking kids in the first place! I don't want to turn out like my parents!" She said putting it against her throat.

"I wasn't meant to be a mother. Fuck I haven't even given them names!" She cried harder falling to her knees.

I looked at Zayn and he nodded. Zayn went over to her and picked her up, carrying her downstairs to the living room where the others were cuddling and playing with the babies.

"What the hell-" Niall started but I rose my hand to signal to him to stop talking.

He placed her on the couch and she immediately pulled her legs to her chest, burying her face so we couldn't see her. We sat down beside her and Zayn rested his hand on her leg before rubbing it.

"Okay, Luna. Right now, we are going to name these 2 gorgeous babies. Why don't we go around and tell our favourite name for a girl and a boy. Then Luna can make the final decision." Zayn said looking at the others and they nodded.

"Okay, Niall. How about you go first, lad." I said.

Luna wiped her face again before bringing her arms down away from her face, her head still down.

"Umm okay. Let me think. Hmm-" He said tapping a finger on his chin. "Oh, I got it! For a girl I like the name Messiah, and for a boy I think Andrew."

Luna smiled a little as she thought about them. She started picking the skin off her lips and I could tell she was anxious.

"Biblical, I love them." She said smiling.

"Alright, Liam. What do you think?"

"Hmm I really like Ezra for a boy and Zanna for a girl." He said winking at Zayn.

Zayn rolled his eyes as he chuckled at Liam's response.

"Those are beautiful." Luna replied.

"Harry?"

"Ummm, how about Matilda for a girl and Lynx for a boy."

"Interesting." Luna replied deep in thought.

"Louis?" Zayn asked me.

"ummm, Jupiter for a girl and Elijah for a boy." I said smiling.

Luna didn't make any eye contact with me or any response to my names. Instead she looked down at her hands and started picking the nail polish off. I couldn't take it to heart though, not after everything I've done to her.