~ T H I R T Y~

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"Come on Louis! open the fucking door." Harry said banging on the door.

I got up from the sitting position I was in on the floor. I paced around the room, crying. I thought coming back would make everyone happy, knowing that I've changed from what I used to be. I didn't realize the impact on Luna I caused by leaving. She was having nightmares about me leaving!

I ran my fingers through my fluffed up hair, stopping Infront of the mirror.

"AND ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT! YOU SELFISH BASTARD LEFT HER! YOU LEFT HER HEARTBROKEN!" I screamed pointing to myself.

"Louis! It wasn't your fault!" Harry screamed from the other side of the door.

"Louis you left to get better! Because you didn't want to hurt her anymore!"

I continued looking in the mirror.

"She's right. I'm nothing but a fucking monster." I said pulling my fist back, then punching the mirror.

"Louis please! Please baby. Let me in." Harry begged.

I sat down on the pile of broken glass pieces, not even worrying if I cut myself or not. I picked up a piece, holding it against my throat.

"Louis? Its Zayn. Let me in mate. Nothing is your fault do you hear me? Louis Please. C'mon lad. We're worried about you. Open the fucking door Louis or I swear to fuck ill-" Zayn yelled through the door as he jiggled the knob.

I cried as I gripped the glass tighter. All of a sudden there was a loud bang and the door came flying in off the hinges. Zayn and Harry walked over the door and saw me sitting on the other side of the bed on the glass.

"L-Louis." Harry said walking towards me slowly, hands up in the air.

Zayn followed close behind of Harry. He walked close to me and squatted down in front of me trying to take the glass from my hand.

"Louis- please put that down... please." Harry begged and coughed through the tears.

I pointed it at him in a quick speed, making him fall on the ground on the glass.

"For fuck sakes Louis! Oww!" Harry screamed as he turned over to reveal a piece of glass sticking out of his back.

I stood up with the glass still secure in my hand and walked over to the window while Zayn helped Harry get the glass out of his back. Of course, I hated seeing Harry in pain just as much as I hated myself at this moment but one outweighed the other and because I'm a selfish asshole I cared about me and only me right now.

"She hates me, look what I've done to her."

"Louis, you can't control how Luna acted towards the situation. But you know deep down you left for a good reason. You went to fix things, to fix yourself. And baby, look. you did an amazing job. You have changed. If you haven't You wouldn't be in this position right now." He coo'd, as Zayn helped him to his feet.

Zayn handed him a facecloth to put on the wound to help stop the bleeding. He then slowly started walking towards me again. He obviously didn't learn the first time. I sighed. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me in tightly for a hug.

"I'm fucking proud of you, we all are. You put Luna first. Louis, you never used to put anyone else before yourself or me."

I slowly put the glass piece down and wrapped my arms around Harry's neck and pulled him in close to hug him tighter as tears poured from my eyes. I cried and cried into his shoulder and he picked me up, carrying me out of the room and into our room.

*Harry's POV*

I put him into the bed and started to undress him from his skintight clothes. As I removed his shirt, I saw his back. It was badly bruised, cut and infected looking.

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