Please don't leave again - sbi adoption au

Talking - 19

Trigger warnings -  crying, missing people, mild swearing.

Phil POV

As I walked into the house again, I could hear Wilbur and techno talking to the police in the kitchen. The spacious living room seemed almost intimidating but I knew I would have got being up the topic before the situation worsened. Clearly something was triggering y/n to run away but what was it?

 "Okay y/n now I don't want you to feel pressured or scared to talk to about these sort of things, but , have you ever thought about opening up and talking about your past. Obviously that is a really hard thing and even I haven't shared everything from my past to techno and Wilbur but talking is good. It's healthy."

 They shook their head.

"Have Tommy or tubbo opened up about their past to anyone else either?" I inquired .

They shook their head again.

 "Well, it's just that..." I hesitated " it's just that I want to keep you safe . That's the second time you have ran away. I'm not trying to berate you here ,no that's not what I want to do, it's just that I want to make sure my child is safe and taken care of and I can't do that if I turn my back and look to see that you have gone. It's scary, it's really f*king scary. " my voice started to waver.

I could feel the tears start to form in my eyes.

Don't let them fall, please don't let them fall Phil. You have to be strong for your kids.

Y/n looked at me with a perplexed sort of expression. "You know, have I ever told you about my sister y/n?"

 They paused , looked around the room, really thought hard, but they shook their head once more.

 I almost started to laugh. It was a well known story, most of my family knew it. How could I forget. " well, let me open up about my past and maybe you'll do the same. My sister, lovely woman, talented, smart, kind. always cared about me. she was older than me by a year or two . One day, she told us that she was leaving, moving to a new country to get a job. She did t say what job, she didn't say when she was leaving. matter of fact, that night I woke up and went to her bedroom -go in to give her some kind words before she left - and I noticed that she was already gone. She- she , never said goodbye. " I started to cry, y/n noticed immediately.

 "Sh*t , oh sorry didn't think I would be crying over this. God, uhm, well the moral of the story, is that if you leave without telling anyone, without saying where you are going. It can really, really , really hurt the people close to you. so much in fact that you'd still try to find them, even when you know they're gone." I breathed in and exhaled a shot breath.

 Y/n walked up to me and told me to bend down. I did.

They hugged me. a genuine, kind and loving hug. They didn't say much but they hugged me and hugged me and hugged me. The tears continued to fall. 

After a few minutes I pulled back out of the hug, y/n was practically asleep. I carefully picked up their fragile , withering body and made my way into their room. I knocked before entering ( a new rule Tommy and tubbo had made, which I agreed on) and placed y/n down.

After the.... After the accident Tommy and tubbo had moved their beds into y/n's room making it much easier for them to be overlooked and taken care of it I couldn't be there.

It was an almost happy ending :).

I  closed the door behind me and leisurely walked my way down the stairs. I made it back to the living room to see two do my son's on the sofa. Staring directly at me. 

 "So, you told them?" Techno asked.

 " Yeah, I felt that it was only right. "There was a long pause after I spoke.

" Phil are you still looking for her? Like genuinely, are you because that's so f*cking unhealthy man. "Wilbur asked.

I let out a small snort, of course I'm not.

"Anyways boys, I have a lot of work to catch.up in tonight and Kristen has been cooped up in our room helping me with it so today you and mumza can watch a movie together maybe even cool together, but I feel like you might just Brun the house down while the kids 're asleep. I'll go grab her now and I'll get started to work."

 "okay thanks dad. "Will, shouted as I made my way up the stairs once again.

I opens the door to see a desheviled Kristen working hard on the computer. I could see the eyebags and nude exhaustion so, I was relieved to take the burden off of her shoulders.

" Omg, thank you so much phil. "she smiled, practically beaming.

" have fun"I replied.

I opened up the laptop to see, Layla Watson, still missing.

A/n

@Rose201000 your wish is my command. 

But genuinely when I saw the email saying that you wanted me to update and write I practically immediately started writing at 5 am right before school lol. I wanted to give a bit of backstory to Phil and why he gets so sad we when y/n goes missing and stuff like that. Hopefully soon, hopefully , I will be updating my other books. No promises, it's just that school is getting overwhelming and I have lots of exams coming up but you know what if this makes me happy and others happy why not??

Anyways, thank you to everyone who has still been reading even through the severe drought of content I have been publishing to you guys.

Drink water, breathe, go to sleep, please, I beg you.

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