My own really random ship one shots about Bsd, some angst fluff and everything, feel free to recommend anything you might want
English isn't by the way my first language so there's gonna be a lot of grammar errors!
(Some of the first 10-20 oneshots...
But yeah, ig I just start writing now (like I'm not doing it anyway)
Let's just start --->
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No one's POV
Dazai looked at his side at the ginger standing there.
It was late at night, and they had stood there for last 15 minutes just looking at city lights and river that floated silently under the bridge, on which they stood.
Some distance away from them were some pianist playing on piano, and it was kinda relaxing. Chuuya and Dazai just had mission, and as usual after they finished it, they went on this particular bridge to catch their breaths and just relax.
After a moment song that pianist were playing changes into a new one, and Dazai instantly recognizes it. He glances over at Chuuya who were already looking at him, and then smirking walks few steps closer to his partner, and bowing offers his hand.
Chuuya takes it, and then they start slow dancing in the rhythm of beautiful piano music that were playing.
Their movements melted perfectly into each other's, and they were like floating water in the river underneath them, not knowing where own body ends and other's starts.
Some people on their late night walks even stopped to look at them and somebody even took video and photos of their dancing.
Dazai stares right into ginger's eyes, wondering how he haven't noticed earlier how beautiful they are. Well, better later than never.
Dazai just wanted to pull Chuuya closer and never let him go. But could his pride take it? Of course not.
He can't show any weaknesses. Not in his mind and perspective. Not what he thinks is weakness.
And apparently wanting and caring about someone is weakness. Or so Dazai thinks. So could he tell Chuuya that he cares about him, and that he doesn't want him to ever leave? Of course not.
And why, you might ask?
Because with that Dazai protects himself. Or so he tries to tell to his brain.
In reality it's Dazai protecting Chuuya.
From who?
From himself.
Because he knows.
He knows that he would fuck up things. He just knows and feels it in his very bones. And he wants to protect Chuuya from that. From that whole mess that would be released. From that whole mess that he himself is.
And so, at the end of the song, when they finally stop dancing, Dazai doesn't pull Chuuya closer. Instead he just take his hands off of ginger, and bows with him at the small audience that they got while dancing.
