sweetener

succesful

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People ask me all the time 'How does it feel to be so young and be successful'. I never know how to answer it because yeah it feels good, but it never really changed anything in my life except money status. I'm still very shy, and still always feel like i'm not giving my best while others say i am. Am i really successful? Maybe i'm not young and successful... Maybe i am just. Young? My mind keeps playing these tricks on me, making me feel like i'm just a piece of shit! Like i'm nothing? Then why do they keep saying I'm successful, am i lying to myself? Or are they lying to me?

Interviewer: So Lia, how does it feel to be the one and only maknae of twice? It must be great to be so young and successful!

Oh god, this question again. Do they ever get more original.

Lia: It's pretty great, but i think it's because of my friend, fans and ofcourse my members that I'm here.

Interviewer: That's good! I've heard that a lot of young women watch up to you, they wanna be you!

Wait.. they do? Why would they wanna be me?

Lia: Oh wow! I didn't know i had such a impact on people, i hope i won't disappoint u guys.

I probably will, they no longer will see me as successful but just as a failure..

Interviewer: Are u kidding? You have the biggest fanbase of all twice! You inspire so many people because you're so talented at a young age. I'm really excited to see what u may bring in the future!

So my mind really has been lying to me this whole time...? I am fucking successful. Young and successful. God i'm basically fucking amazi- okay yeah i shouldn't get ahead of myself there.

Lia: Thank you so much! Honestly your kind words are helping me so much right now. I am very happy to inspire so many young woman and to be at this level of succes that i can help women that are struggling with finding out who they want to be! I hope they find something they love to do just like i did!

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