Mixed Feelings *( RINNEY)*

Maybe... Chapter 12

( Finney's POV )

I felt overwhelmed as I looked up at Robin who just stared at me, blankly. I couldn't help but think about my sexuality even more. I felt like I was on the urge to tears. My face started heating up, and I was almost panicking. Not only from the kiss but from being drugged.

I knew for a fact that Robin hadn't been lying to me, he looked quite serious. I just inhaled and exhaled before asking.

"Did, I do anything else, and does anyone else know about our kiss?" I was worried about what the answer might be. "No one knows, and I don't think you did anything else." Robin says looking down at his shoes.

"But, I need to come clean with something before it gets too far" Robin says while still staring at his shoes. I looked at him, confused, yet interested in what Robin was going to say. "Okay, what is it?" I ask gently making Robin finally make eye contact with me.

"Okay, um, don't be weird about this but I... I kind of" Robin just sighs gulping. I look at him confused, what was he trying to say.

"Since the 5th grade, I've kind of been... Um... Like a jerk... But um, that's not what i'm trying to say...It's just that I... I have had... A um, kind of well definitely, a sort of... Crush...On You"

I stared at Robin, my eyes were basically bulging out of my head. "Robin, you're very funny, but i'm not falling for that" I say taking his hopefully joke about me. "Fin, i'm not joking..." Robin looked up at me and he looked genuine...

" Wait, you're actually kidding though, this is a sick joke...Right?" I said, hoping that what Robin said was a joke. "No, Fin, this isn't a joke... at all" Robin says looking down at his shoes.

I felt a spark of energy rush through me once I heard these words. Was Robin joking or was he actually for real. I just didn't know how to take this, how should I react... What should I do?

I just slowly sat down next to Robin, just not that close. I looked at him, he looked serious... I inhaled sharply before asking. "How, long then... If you aren't actually joking" I say looking deeply into Robin's eyes. "What do you mean?" Robin asks looking at me slightly confused.

"How long have you been I guess, liking me?" Robin looks down once again before looking back up to answer. "Since, 5th grade... I figured out I was gay in like 9th grade. And that's when I noticed that I had a thing for you. I just thought you were like a best friend I never would ever have, and I didn't. I mean I just wanted us to have a platonic friendship." Robin fidgeting with his hands after he said that before looking around at his house.

I just was surprised, not only of Robin liking me but the fact he just came out to me of him being gay. I just smiled, he not only had a crush on me but he had trusted me. I looked over at Robin. 

"Well, I guess I should confess to then..." I say grabbing Robin's attention. "Okay, look you know that conversation we had just the other night. Well, after that, I feel like you kind of changed to me... And I felt a spark between us, and I think that maybe... If you really wanted to It could happen" I say

Robin smiled at my words and he almost looked as though, everything in the world was solved. "So, you would date me, Robin Arellano. The guy who has put you through shit since 5th grade" I look at him smiling. "I guess I really would" I say looking Robin in the eyes. My smile soon fades but still inside fire works were blasting off like the 4th of July.

Robin then slowly turns to me and slowly reaches in planting a sweet tender kiss on my lips. I basically melted into it sliding over to him. Robin soon puts his hand on my back slowly rubbing it. I smile into the kiss before I go back away to breathe. 

It only took Robin a couple of seconds before he leans in once more. I move my hand to his face cupping it gently. I like this, and I could get used to this.