Noelle PoV
I have now arrived back home in Manchester Jadon has non stop been messaging and calling me but I have not answered him
On the flight home I was trying to question if I did the right thing by saying I wanted to go home.
Should I have been a bigger person and talk about what happened
But I guess it was just the heat of the moment
I am laying on my couch staring at the black tv screen
Because I just want to be in Jadon arms
But I was a bitch...
That goes to show how well I take situation
Every time someone creates a problem or there is a problem I always walk away from it because I can never deal with the situation
I went upstairs to my bathroom and I ran a bubble bath I got in it and I just relaxed.I then got out did my skin care and got into bed
I then received a message
Jadon⭐️💫
I know you are probably Asleep
but I wanted to tell you that
I love you ❤️
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I looked at the message and all I wanted to do was cry
I then finally got to sleep
—— the next day🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗🌸
Noelle PoV
Today I felt even worse than yesterday
It is actually getting to me that
I can not live without Jadon
I need him in my life every second and without him I am completely different person
But I managed to get myself out of bed
I had a quick shower and I just put on some shorts and a t shirt
I made my bed and I went downstairs and I laid on the couch for the whole day
I then realised that Jadon had a game
I put on the game and I started watching it
"You might watch yourself with Jadon sancho as well
He is from south London
They do not mess about down there" a commentator say during the game
I looked away from my phone and I looked at the tv to see Jadon squaring up in the opposite player face
They was forehead to forehead
And suddenly Jadon gave him a big push
I was kinda shocked by Jadon attitude he would never act like that during a game or in front of anyone
———— the next day🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗🌸💗
Noelle PoV
This morning I woke up to my alarm clock ringing, I actually called my personal assistant yesterday asking her if I could come into work today as I need to take my mind away from what has been happening
She said that I could come in today so that is what I am going to do
I got out of bed and roughly made my bed
I went into the bathroom and I started washing my hair , exfoliating,shaving all of my body then I got out and put on my robe
I stood i front of my mirror and started brushing my teeth then doing my skincare
I brushed my hair I then tidied it up applying a claw clip
