Jadon pov
It's been a 3 weeks since the situation with Noelle. She hasn't been to work since
She has been at home relaxing but of a night when we both turn over to go to sleep I hear her crying
One thing about Noelle is that she doesn't like attention, she doesn't like people seeing her upset or any other way that's not happy and smiling. Her words are that 'I don't want people worry about me'
I have tried to speak to Noelle but I'm not getting much, she isn't eating a lot either which is worrying and she is also struggling to leave the house
Noelle is someone who likes to be very well kept, always has her nails done and her feet and much more
But she hasn't been doing much of that
Which is okay but she's not feeling it
Also Noelle family know nothing about what going on at the moment but she doesn't want them to worry about her
But I have also been making Noelle come to my home games just so she isn't isolating herself at home
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Noelle PoV
It's been tough these past couple of weeks
Being at home and not going to work is definitely a little easier but still a lot of stress on my shoulders.
I'm still no able to explain what is going on or how I feel because it all just seems like a random jumble in my head that I'm unable to explain
Jadon has been the best! He always is
That's one thing I love about him so much that he never judges me except he listens and waits for me. I could cry about him and the way he's making me feel.
I have listened to April by getting certificates off my doctor, they have been writing my notes for my work telling them I can't attend due to my mental health.
But then certificates are only lasting a week
Every Sunday i tell Jadon that i will be going back to work and he supports it
But of a Sunday night a gush of stress,anxiety and worry gushes over me and all of a sudden i feel frozen like im not able to do anything
I let my work phone die I haven't been on it
But people from work have been messaging me telling me that they are asking were I am
Jadon has been making me going to games
He would leave at his normal time then April would come and pick me up then I would go home with Jadon
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Jadon is going to London today for one of his friends birthday at his dads restaurant
"You okay babe?" Jadon asked me as he came up from the gym
"Yeah" I say sitting at the kitchen island
"Erm I actually wanted to tell you that I'm considering doing some counselling" I say to him
"Yeah? That's good babe" Jadon says
"A few years back before we started speaking I was down a bit and I started speaking to this lady an she helped
So I was considering doing it again just to speak to someone" I say
"Okay, but you do know you can always talk to me" he says
"Yeah I know but I just don't want to put any of my problems on you
You haven't found your feet yet at the club
So my problem ain't going to help you" I say
"Babe" he says
"No, a counsellor is fine and I will speak to you if anything" I say
"Alright well you coming out me to James birthday?" Jadon asked me
"No that's for the boys
I will go and visit my mom and dad I haven't seen them for a bit" I say
"Alright then" he says
