Yesterday me and Jadon did not do much at all, Jadon went to training in the morning And I started unpacking all of my clothes that I am planning to leave in Germany
This morning Jadon woke me up by placing kisses all over my face and my neck I loved his lips against my skin it was the best feeling ever I opened my eye and I started smiling as I knew exactly who it was "Stop" i say
"Nope I wanna kiss" Jadon says
"You are so needy and clingy"I say in my sleeping voice
"Okay and ?can I have a kiss?" Jadon asked
Mhm I mumbled and I placed a kiss on his soft,wet lips "Okay we need to get up now, I have a game" Jadon says
We both got out of bed and made the sheet and we both got ready together whilst I was trying to find an outfit Jadon went into the kitchen to get all his belongings together He then came back into his closet "Ma why are you not ready yet?"he asked me
"I not sure what to wear" i say Sometimes I get a little frustrated and confused when I am trying to do things and I can not do it.
"It is okay ma" Jadon says wrapping his arms around me to bring me in a hug "Let me pick you an outfit,yeah?" Jadon says
I nodded my head and went and sat down on the bed waiting for Jadon to come back! One thing I will always treasure about Jadon is that he know everything about me My facial expressions When I feel scared When I feel nervous When I am tired When I feel uncomfortable And when I feel like I can not do things he always knows how to make me feel better
When we was in school I used to suffer from panic attacks quite bad and very often , All our teachers let me and Jadon sit next to each other in every lesson As I felt good and safe next to him
When I used to have my panic attacks Jadon used to pull me close to him My ear against his beating heart and that used to calm me down all the time It never did not work Or sometimes the hugs would have to last a while depending on how bad it was
That is why home is not just a place It can be a person And Jadon is my home🫶🏽
Jadon then walked into his bedroom with some clothes in his hand "Here" he says
"Thank you" I say giving him a smile Jadon then left the room to give me some space and I got changed
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