sitting just behind you

It's fine but it's not

Oppa looked at me in a disbelief. I have always been a horrible cook. Even today I was talking about ramyeon.hehe..😅. I looked at him with a wierd smile and all my teeth surely displayed themselves at that moment. He was very much well known to my great cooking skills.

"Let's go there," he said. At first I was baffled at his group of words but then I understood the assignment. As I knew what he was talking about we both did the eyebrow agreement and rushed to the restaurant for the hotpot.

We laughed all the way long. Back then he used to take me for the hotpot with his pocket money and save me from my mom scolding me. I was laughing with him just when a thought struck my mind. "It's been a long time that I laughed so genuinely and felt so happy. Thank you for being here," I said unknowingly. I did not intend to say that but I just did, I don't know why.

Luckily he was not able to listen me at that time because he was laughing. We enjoyed our hotpot and most importantly reminisced our childhood. Everything was so fine and in order. I wish everything goes back to order again.

I insisted oppa to stay at our house but he went to his home anyways, he must go anyways. He also showed me the surprise he prepared for his parents and then he left. Afterwards I went upstairs to my room and threw myself on the bed. It was really such an exhausting day.

I slightly closed my eyes and I could sense the pain going down my spine as I straightened my back and my hand was still hurting. My head throbbed very badly. I weakly stood up and walked towards my drawer to take out some painkiller. I gulped them at once cause its been a habit for me from so much time. I ate the medicine and moved to my study table, I got homework to do.

I took out my assignments and phone from my bag first. I saw that there were so many messages form Taehyung on kakoatalk. He even called me so many times. I got worried about him. I called him immediately but he didn't picked up my call first. I started to panic,what if he was in a trouble. I tried to call him again and after calling him for about five times in a row he finally picked up my call. I felt relieved that he finally received the call .

"Why didn't you picked up call you clumsy crybaby? how dare you ignore my calls? Taetae is angry. You have to treat me an ice-cream now. And explain me right now what were you doing huh,"he started ranting his never ending nags.

"Will you let me speak first then only I will be able to explain,"I spoke in between. For a second he became silent but maybe he understood. "Hmm...you've got to explain me," he said. I am so grateful that he stopped.

I explained him everything but then I realised he was the one calling me before so I asked him the reason to call me and he again became silent. For a good thirty seconds none of us spoke. It was all silent as I waited for his answer but my innerself grew louder and impatient "answer me Kim Taehyung, now you have got to explain me. What was so important that you called me so many times."

"I wanna meet you,"he spoke in his deep voice and it kind of struck me. He spoke suddenly out of the blues, my poor little heart was not even ready for it. "Huh!what?"

"I said let's meet in the park. Come there in twenty minutes I'll be waiting for you. Don't be late."he said and I was back in the real world. Is he crazy or something? It's already ten pm how can I go there?

"Taehyung listen to me,"

"No."

Gosh! This kid is just to stubborn.

'What do I do now', I thought to myself and went downstairs. I saw eomma was already home by that time and she was resting her head on the sofa. She seemed like a tired corpse who got rest after so many years of slave. I went close to her and she slightly opened her eyes to look at me.

"Dasom you are still awake?Did you have your dinner?"she asked me but right now I was more determined to get some answers from her.

"Eomma, why are you so late today?Are you overworking yourself again? I told you earlier to take care of yourself. You are getting weaker and weaker ,you will fall ill eomma. Do you like to see me suffer like that seeing you all pale and dull , see you have lost all your charisma,"I kept saying as my voice cracked with every succeding sentence, but I can't let her suffer like that , it hurts me too.

She watched me as I spoke to her and as soon as I completed talking she embraced me. I couldn't process anything but I hugged her back.

"I am sorry my dear, you have to suffer because of me, I promise I will never let you down again my daughter,"she said .

"That's like my good mother,"I said and we both bursted out laughing. Even though we laugh and assure each other but deep down we still have something that keep hiding from each other and hurts us more. Soon our laugh faded and everything was still and serene again. It is a serenity that has an air of mourning with it. We headed back to our rooms to sleep.

I thought I was forgetting something but I couldn't remember what. I snapped that thought away from my mind and sat on my study table again just then I saw someone climbing the fence of our backyard, I was startled . I was about to scream when I recognized him,that's what I was forgetting. It was Taehyung.

"What are you doing here,"I shouted in a whispering tone. He saw me and signalled me to come down but I denied him by showing a no sign with my hands. He made furious expressions and threatened me to come down.

Aish! this kid is so stubborn. I sneakily stepped down the stairs and sneaked out of my house. I was not even able to wear my footwear because I feared that t
Taehyung would create a drama if I was not quick. I rushed to him and he waited for me on the same spot looking like an angry bird, but he was quite cute like this also. I reached to him panting but I started laughing as soon as I saw that kid's face.

"Why are you laughing so hard huh? I waited for you for so much time in this cold and you are laughing at me, you wanna make fool out of me?"he said still angry and pouted cutely. "I am sorry Taehyung , I didn't mean to hurt you hffufhhuff I was hffuhufhhh just stuck in some work."I said as my whole body was shivering by cold and my legs also felt numb because I was barefooted . I am such a useless muck.

My teeth also started started stuttering . It was eleven in the cold half moon night and I was here shivering and apologizing. Taehyung noticed me. "Hey ! you are not even wearing your footwear and coat , don't you feel cold? Have you gone mad or something ? Why you came this way Dasommie ?"He asked.

"Are you a question factory or something ? It's because of you that I am here so cold you stubborn kid."I said still shivering.

"Oh yeah whatever now come here wear my jacket, and I will also give you a piggyback ride since I don't want anyone to think I walk with a beggar,"he said and grinned. I rided on his back and he started walking.

I rested my head on his shoulder and he hummed a beautiful melodious song. God why is his voice so deep and heavenly. I can be still on his back for thousand years if I get to listen his voice every moment.