𝙨𝙤𝙗𝙚𝙧. •Tom Kaulitz•

5

Romeo has been very touchy with me every since we came into this party. We're now currently sitting on the most comfiest sofa ever, with his hand on my thigh going slowly up.

Until, "Ami! Come to the bathroom i have a surprise" Lena grabs me by my hand and drags me to the bathroom, i look behind me and mouth sorry to Romeo.

I've had a couple of shots ever since i came in, so i'm pretty drunk. Lena locks the door behind us and she pulls out a bag of white stuff.

Me and Anni look at eachother and smile, "hell yes give it to me."

I go through Anni's purse to find a random discount card to seperate the cocaine, i do three lines and Lena rolls 3 dollar notes so we can sniff them. She passes me one and Anni counts down, "3..2..1.."

Then we sniff. I tilt my head back rubbing my nose while sniffing, "whoo, that was a good one." I blink.

"let's do the rest." Lena now puts the rest in 3 lines, and we go again.

I love it. I love this. It's unhealthy for me, but the drugs are already taking over my body. A tingly feeling in my nose. My temples hurt. I keep blinking.

I stumble out the bathroom and bump into a guy, "watch where you're going you freak."

I look up and see the one and only Tom. "Speak to me like that again and i'll rip you lip piercing out." I shoot back while looking up at him and pointing my finger and i start laughing.

Anni stumbles behind me wrapping her arms around me, "heyyy i missed you" she says very closely to my ear, it hurts.

"We were in there 2 seconds ago, doing some illegal things" I attempt to wink. I'm still on Tom, my hands on his chest because i'm loosing my balance.

"Ami what did you have?" He asks, grabbing my wrists and helping me stand properly.

"Mind your business." I take my hands away from him, "now, if you excuse me, Romeo is waiting for me in the living room." I start walking with Anni's arm still wrapped around my shoulder. I can hear Toms complains but i don't care. He's a dick.

And i'm gonna get some tonight.

Me and Romeo barge into a random room in this house, him kissing my neck and caressing my body. He sits on the bed and i straddle him. Kissing him with such force.

"Ami!" I hear a voice yell. I look up to the door and see Bill.

"No way you just cock blocked me." I groan, then look down at Romeo who's looking up at me.

"what are you doing?" He asks, "Tom told me you did cocaine!"

I shrug, "yeah i did. Now leave."

"This isn't like you." He tries to get closer.

"I grew up Bill, everyone changess" I lean slightly over Romeos shoulder.

"Imagine what your Dad would say if he knew you turned out just like your mum."

I stare. Bills mouth didn't move. Who said that?

Tom comes around the corner, "you're just a disappointment."

"What the fuck did you just say?" I get off Romeo completely and walk towards them, "i cant believe you have the cheek to mention my mum like that." Now i'm in front of Tom, "you fucking bitch!" I shove him, "you've actually been such a cow ever since i came back." I shove him again.

"Can you blame me?" He pushes me back much harder.

"ohh now you've done it." I barge past both of them and leave the party. I am not dealing with him today.

I sit at a mini lake that's near the field that i always smoke at. And ofcourse, i'm smoking another joint.

I inhale deeply and i start tearing up. Maybe i inhaled too much.

The feeling of dizziness is coming over me again, the sound of the water ripples through my ears, i look to the mini forest near me and see a deer. How cute.

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It's monday. School.

I woke up late, if i went to school right now it would already be 3rd lesson so i decide not to go. My dad will probably get mad but he's a work so atleast he cant shout at me now.

I go through my secret weed drawer that i have in my room, and take out the box of cigs, and smoke one out my window.

I can see the beach through my window, it's such a lovely view. I put on my black crocs and decide to go to the beach, obviously not leaving without a bottle of vodka hidden in the inside of my jacket that i stole from the party last night.

I love the beach. The sand, the sun, the waves. It calms me. Mostly the vodka. The now empty bottle sitting next to me. I lay down on the sand and close my eyes.

And now someone is ringing me, why am i always interrupted?

"what." I say without checking the caller id.

"Hey Ami, im so sorry about the-" I hear Bills voice. Why is he apologising? I hang up, i don't want him to ruin my mood.

I block his number while im at it.

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sorry! i was revising for my exams so it took a while to post :) but hi