Prisoners in love

They confessed; Chapter 32

I entered the room and found him sitting on the bed very lost. Saif, we can't go on like this. What's wrong if you don't tell me I can't help you. Are you angry about what happened with Shehryar? But Saif, you know that I could not have done anything like that, believe me. I was still talking when he said; "It's not about that boy, I'm just down in the dumps." I was at the door of the room talking to him. He didn't even look at me when he spoke to me. He had his eyes fixed on the floor. Saif, I know there is something inside you that bothers you, but if you don't tell me I can't help you, you know that if you keep it inside you'll be more hurt, at least look me in the eye. He didn't answer me, but I saw he was shaking, I approached him saying; Saif, I want to help you, I know neither of us are mad at each other and we're just pretending.

When I approached him, he tried to answer me with his voice shaking, as if he was crying. I sat down on my knees in front of him so he could look at me and not the floor. " Eshaal, I don't deserve you, you're so perfect", I immediately interrupted him, what are you saying, you're not in your senses!, "No, I'm fine and I'm telling you that you'll find any guy suitable for you, not like me who forced you to love", he was crying as he spoke to me, I was frightened by everything he said and I don't know when I felt my eyelashes heavy. "Eshaal, you mustn't cry, I'll free you", do you like someone else now? Is there another girl you like?, "Eshaal, I love you so much, I would do anything to be with you, I can't go a day without seeing you, without hearing your voice and according to you I think of another girl" he said wiping away my tears. So why did you say that you don't deserve me, you don't like me anymore or I did something you didn't like, "You're perfect like this, you're exceptional, it's me who has some shortcomings", I saw that while he was talking to me he had the eyes full of tears, his voice was disappointed and desperate he didn't want to say all of it but it was like he had to.

I stroked his face, wiping away the tears, and throughout the talk, he now saw me in my eyes. Saif, you are perfect for me. You are ideal. Don't think that what I am saying is just to calm you down, but you are truly perfect for me. I know that everything that had happened, the way we got married, wasn't perfect, things could have been better, but now there's no point in regretting the past. I admit that at first I had a hard time accepting all of this, and I'm telling you honestly, I also hated you a lot, but I don't know how this hatred turned into something else. I don't know when Saif Ahmad became so important to me. You don't even try to fall in love with another girl you are one and only Saif that of all people, he is only sweet to me he only loves me you are only my man and I can't share you with anyone. Now laugh a little and don't think about anything and don't you ever dare say again that you don't deserve me or you aren't perfect for me. "Eshaal, I honestly didn't think you thought that about me, I..."Don't be swayed by what other people say and stay relaxed because you are made only for me. I got up from my position ready to hug him, he thought about it for a while but when he stand up I threw myself into his arms and said; you don't have to think,I'm your wife as you always say, 'you are Saif Ahmad's wife', and I don't want you to think before you hug me, because when I want one I want it instantly and hard.

We remained in a hug for some time and when we separated, he got on the bed ready to sleep, he was very tired and then it was very late too. I sat next to him on my knees when he said,"Don't leave me alone", I never will Saif don't worry, "If you don't mind can you sleep here with me", I was about to give my answer when he picked me up and moved me to the bed next to him. To cheer the situation I said, you are very strong, "No, it's beacuse, you are not very heavy ", I saw how in an instant he settled in my arms ready to sleep, I said nothing and let him get comfortable in myself. I covered the two of us with the duvet when he said in a sleepy voice "I want to find you here in the morning with me, don't leave me alone", I won't do it and I promise. I was stroking his hair while he was sleeping peacefully, he was so cute when he was sleeping and today for the first time I felt a new sensation inside me, I liked having him so close, so much!