CHAPTER 42

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I woke up because of the sunbeam hitting me directly in the face, when I opened my eyes I saw that Saif was already awake, admiring me. Good morning, I said getting up, "Good morning like this?" he pushed me behind and started kissing my whole face saying for every kiss; "That's how you say good morning, that's how a real good morning start..!", I remained motionless letting him do whatever he wanted because it would have been useless to move, he had too strong a grip. After that I leaned on his shoulder and looked at the phone for a while and he answered his emails about work. Time flew with him and I didn't even notice it, in fact it was getting late, very late so I immediately headed to the bathroom to get ready.

I didn't do much, in fact I immediately went out and gave Saif the bathroom. While he was doing his things in the bath, I made the bed and combed my hair and put my jewels back on. In my doing all of this I watched Saif came shirtless out of the bathroom and my weak point of him his hair dripping. I sat on the sofa to look at him better but at the same time not to point him out. "You can't look at me like that!" he said moving around the room looking for something, but why do I have to pay taxes to see you?,"Maybe yes!" he said with a mischievous smile.

I kept staring at him knowing he knew, until he said, "Am I really that good looking?" I stood up to join him and took the towel from his hands. I wanted to dry his hair, but having not a huge difference in height I wasn't doing it until he sat down. I first towel dried and then used the hair dryer while he had his hands on my back as if he was scared I'd run away. We were in the car, almost halfway down the road ready to go home, even though I didn't know the city streets very well I knew that what Saif was doing wasn't for our house and it was just as I thought. Using shortcuts that he knew were at my parents' house, I was momentarily scared and shocked at the same time.

"Eshaal what I told you, it was a necessary to keep our relationship going. I couldn't hide that thing because it wasn't fair to you but in all of that I don't want you to have no relationship with your parents anymore ", Saif I'm not mad at anyone, I just wanted some time to accept everything. I realized that being angry is useless I'm just disappointed, "Eshaal, now let's go inside and talk about it in person, because after that day, mom and dad called me several times to find out about you and then beacuse don't you you answered to them", Saif I don't feel ready, "You have to do it because in the end you are suffering, you are the one who in this whole situation has suffered the most damage and worries. Now let's go inside and don't worry, I'm next to you".

Once inside, no one was surprised to see us, as if everyone was waiting for us or knew we had to come. They welcomed us joyfully and with love and as it was already lunch time before we could have any kind of conversation they served lunch. After an eternity I was having lunch with my family, with everyone, all my family members, my two brothers were missing but I know they are happy in their lives so it didn't worry me much. To tell the truth, I didn't want to say or ask anything, because it no longer makes sense to think about what happened, now I'm happy with my choice and if I was forced to, I'm happy with my marriage but above all I'm happy with Saif. After lunch I helped clear the table and made tea for everyone, since I had returned to my birthplace after a long time, I felt strange or perhaps it was better to say good because I can't describe that feeling well.

Anyway after lunch and tea dad wanted to talk to me, he gave me explanations that weren't necessary, I didn't want to know because what had to happen had happened now the only possible option I had was to continue my life with Saif, option which I am very happy with. Suddenly when he was talking to me he started apologizing I immediately went over to stop him because it wasn't really necessary and i explained the situation well to dad. Finally when we cleared everything up I wanted to give a loving hug full of joy, sadness, anguish full of every feeling, every time I wanted to have him by my side, the hug I've been waiting for a long time. After a while it was decided that I would stay with my parents for a few days, almost two since they had to return to Canada afterwards and therefore Saif had to leave the house even though I told him several times that he could stay here but he had some important work at the office so he really didn't stay and meanwhile he was in my room because I wanted to talk to him.

Thank you for clearing things up, thank you for every time you helped me out of my most difficult moments and situations, "Thanks to you, who believe in me so much", I hugged him and seconds later I said I love you , I felt in a few seconds his heart had taken a strong beat, he immediately released me from the hug to see me, his eyes were shining, he wanted to say a lot but he was overcome with emotion in fact he couldn't say anything. I love you, I laughed, wiping his tears, "You don't know how long I waited for these three words, you made me the happiest man in the world", I stroked his face kissing his cheeks to make him feel more loved. "Why are you crying?", because you're crying and seeing you excited I couldn't help myself, wiping my tears he kissed my forehead, one of the things that made me feel very special.

"I don't know how I'm going to last for two days, I'm too used to seeing you in the house, seeing you when I get home from work and seeing you on the bed when I wake up", just two days, it's not that much, "It's so much Eshaal, just thinking I'm starting to get bored." I was about to answer when I felt my head spin I was almost falling but Saif immediately saved me,"Hey are you all right he said saving me?", yes yes I'm fine, don't worry, "Are you sure, because you don't look right", no, don't worry thanks all fixed. He wanted to stay for dinner but he recived an important call so he had to leave right away.

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