Prisoners in love

CHAPTER 35

The next morning, everything was back to normal. Saif was calmer indeed much more relaxed so I took advantage of the moment to talk to him. Saif, mom is here in Pakistan, they came here for a short time and I wish, I was finishing the sentence when he immediately changed his facial expression and told me "Neither you can go there nor I will take you to them", Saif but why, things between us now have not changed? Haven't we started to trust each other more? "Is what it is! But you can't, Eshaal please don't ask me all that you know that I have to say no to this and you also know that I can't say no to you" Saif then what's the matter, you won't say no so today when you get back from work we leave to see my parents again, he listened to me but he wasn't very convinced, he was angry so before he could say anything I even said, Saif you know it's something I care about and then I don't understand why you don't let me see my parents what's the problem.

He yelled at me slamming his hands against the wall "There's a problem, that place is the problem. If I told you I won't take you, that means I won't take you and that's it!" I too couldn't remain calm up to a certain point and when I lost my temper because I don't find any problem to go to my parents' house I got angry with him. Saif, you can't always command , they are my parents, I can't stop talking to them and not seeing them anymore. You don't have them and you should understand how I feel without seeing mom and dad, "Eshaal! .." he walked off slamming his hand against flowerpot and causing it to fall and break into a thousand pieces. I was more furious than him, because I can't find any problem or any reason for him to say no, I lay down on the bed to relax a bit.

It was morning and even if it didn't start well a lot of work expected me today. First I picked up the pieces of the vase and I hurt myself while doing it but I didn't pay much attention and continued to tidy up the room. I came to Amma bi to tell her all that happened, but she also agreed with Saif; " Eshaal, he cares about you so much and if he tells you that he can't do something then there will be a valid reason, try maybe thinking for him. If the same situation would have presented to you what would you have done? You also have to keep in mind all happened" said Amma bi, But I don't find any problem if I were in his place I would have let him go, why Amma bi you have to listen to him, "Daughter I am not agreeing with anyone but first ask why he is saying no and ask him to tell you the whole truth and then reflect on what you would have done", why I don't understand anything anymore Amma bi, I just know that if I don't see my parents for more than a few days I won't no longer resist. How can a daughter not see her parents knowing that they are here a short distance from her? Amma bi made me think a lot but I was obsessed with my thoughts and to free myself from all this I decided to read the Quran. Time flies when you read it, about three hours had passed super quickly, it was also lunch time but I didn't feel like it so I preferred to stay in my room and watch something on the TV.

Till the evening i didn't do anything productive even though many house works were waiting for me but i couldn't take away what Saif told me, in the day i also tried to get mom to come to our house but she didn't give me an answer she always changed the conversation. From the window of the room I saw Saif's car arrive, I immediately positioned myself in front of the mirror in our room because I was sure that he would come inside to check. Today he had been particularly late and since he was expecting me waiting for him at the door and not seeing me he immediately went to the room. He stood next to me, I just to do something I applied the cream on my hands keeping the eye on what I was doing. "Don't you talk to me?" he said, I completely ignored him and went over to the closet to get my pajama, he just kept following me every move I made.

From the mirror to the wardrobe, from the wardrobe to the bed to put down my pyjama, from the bed to the bedside table to put down the bracelets and watch and in the and from the bedside table to the bathroom to take a mini shower before going to sleep. Now do you also want to go inside? "If you let me come, yes!," he said with a wicked smile, but I closed the door on him. I went out after the shower and found Saif waiting for me sitting on the couch. I entered the room and he always followed me saying, "You really don't talk to me anymore?" I handed him the pillow and signaled to go and sleep outside. "Eshaal, listen to me and above all answer me", while he was talking I settled into bed and before he was going to sleep on the sofa he said "At least you didn't separate the rooms, you just sent me out on the sofa to sleep. We are making progress in love!", I didn't want to give a slight smile to what he said but i couldn't resist and he adds,"Ohh so you laugh", I didn't want to show my smile so I immediately lay down on the bed so as not to answer him. He went out to sleep, I was a little sorry for what I did but he also knows that I'm more stubborn than him so when I want something I want to get it at any cost.